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Lebanon, OH (outside of Cincinatti)

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Monday Nov 10, 2003

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FEAR.

I realized today that is what has been plaguing my subconsious for the past few months now.

But fear of what?

There have been times that I was not afraid. What was the common denominator in the equasion that results in my fearless self surfacing? I must admit that I do not know.

It can't be just not caring about the consequences of my sctions. At the times my spirit was flying at full mast I was aware. There is an underlying piece of the puzzle that I cannot see at this moment.

However, I shall carry on. This is the way things are to be. I am to be afraid. I shall find my serinity again soon. I hope...
flux:
you must not fear, fear is the mindkiller.
Nov 10, 2003

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