sitting in bed, upset about how my back hurts. It is only so tight and painful because I am too tense.
So I try to relax. I say that there isn't anything worth being so tense all the time about. BUT THERE IS!
Reading Ultimate Spiderman, wishing that I had some sort of ability to change these things in the world that I see. Some...
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So I try to relax. I say that there isn't anything worth being so tense all the time about. BUT THERE IS!
Reading Ultimate Spiderman, wishing that I had some sort of ability to change these things in the world that I see. Some...
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catharsis,
These words written to alleviate my soul
of this burden carried, a millennia old
Speculations into the psyche of man
Daemons and angels running rampant upon this land
Tortures to send us screaming from the mothers womb
Pleasures, forbidden, indulgent
I lay naked beneath a howling moon
To taste the textures of your supple skin
The nectar that drips from beneath when you are...
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These words written to alleviate my soul
of this burden carried, a millennia old
Speculations into the psyche of man
Daemons and angels running rampant upon this land
Tortures to send us screaming from the mothers womb
Pleasures, forbidden, indulgent
I lay naked beneath a howling moon
To taste the textures of your supple skin
The nectar that drips from beneath when you are...
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shewulf:
I have alot of friends that play D&D...I never quite got into it myself.....Underworld was okay...I really liked the lead female vampire...She was really cute in the all black pleather outfit and those boots....I mean i have seen better movies but it wasnt terrible.....I love vampire movies......Sounds like you had a fun weekend....Mine sucked....Usually I get on while i'm at work between 8:30 and 5:30 and then i have class till like 9 on the week days but saturdays i tend to get on usually when i'm not at my friends house.....Do you have AIM or a SN?
shewulf:
Yeah i'm on my AIM all day at work.....Its Night Raven One and when i go home i'm usually on my aol name which is darkiceangell.....I get really bored at work....It would be nice to have someone to talk too.......Nothing wrong with being a geek.....I used to watch star trek and i love star wars....Nothing wrong with it....
Tonight I saw Texas Chainsaw Masacre.
HOLY FUCKING CHRIST, MAN!!
GODDAMN!!
EVERYTHING about that movie kicked five thousand tons of ass.
I can only hope that the scary flick that my buddy and I cooked up will even compare to that standard on any stage.
We hope to shoot it this spring. It should be about 45min and I think the producer of our team...
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HOLY FUCKING CHRIST, MAN!!
GODDAMN!!
EVERYTHING about that movie kicked five thousand tons of ass.
I can only hope that the scary flick that my buddy and I cooked up will even compare to that standard on any stage.
We hope to shoot it this spring. It should be about 45min and I think the producer of our team...
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shewulf:
Texas chainsaw was a great movie...I went and seen it the first dayit came out....I'm a huge fan of horror flicks so of course i had to see it.....I hope that one day you can write a film that great and that scary...that would be awesome......Yeah chemistry sucks ass.....I have to have it to get into my radiology classes otherwise I wouldnt take it.....The teacher is boring as all hell and some days i think he forgets to bring his mind to class with him.....I ran across the web site for Tito's Vodka...I have to try some...I have tried almost every vodka....I prefer vinvcent vangough vodka.....Well I have to get back to work here so i'll talk to ya later....
~ Kay ~
~ Kay ~
As for the fear I described heavily in my last entry. It was full in manefestation most of the morning while at work.
Yet this afternoon I felt free from it for the most part. Perhaps I need Zoloft or something.
I have kept far away from pills like that ever since ritilin ate away my brain throughout my adolesence. But perhaps Zoloft would be...
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Yet this afternoon I felt free from it for the most part. Perhaps I need Zoloft or something.
I have kept far away from pills like that ever since ritilin ate away my brain throughout my adolesence. But perhaps Zoloft would be...
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shewulf:
I like the story.....I really hope you guys win.....I to must go to bed....just wanted to say Hello and see what you had to say.... 
G' Night
G' NightFEAR.
I realized today that is what has been plaguing my subconsious for the past few months now.
But fear of what?
There have been times that I was not afraid. What was the common denominator in the equasion that results in my fearless self surfacing? I must admit that I do not know.
It can't be just not caring about the consequences of my...
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I realized today that is what has been plaguing my subconsious for the past few months now.
But fear of what?
There have been times that I was not afraid. What was the common denominator in the equasion that results in my fearless self surfacing? I must admit that I do not know.
It can't be just not caring about the consequences of my...
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flux:
you must not fear, fear is the mindkiller.
There are so many people who only show affection with slander. "I wouldn't pick on you if I didn't like you."
Where does that come from. So many of my friends are just plain rude to one another. To call your friend an asshole is an endearing term. When did this happen? It seems like you can't tell off the people you don't know. Someone...
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Where does that come from. So many of my friends are just plain rude to one another. To call your friend an asshole is an endearing term. When did this happen? It seems like you can't tell off the people you don't know. Someone...
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Well, remember my job prob? It's fixed, sort of. I am switching into the warehouse and the warehouse guy is moving into my job.
Do any of you know anyone over 12 who doesn't know how to play checkers? I was putting a checker board on our website today and that little question ran across my mind.
I've been watching tapes of Brisco County Jr....
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Do any of you know anyone over 12 who doesn't know how to play checkers? I was putting a checker board on our website today and that little question ran across my mind.
I've been watching tapes of Brisco County Jr....
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Today I was filled with that inexplicable wanderlust again. Why can't I just untie myself and run free, naked in the wind?
Because I have a car payment, a credit card bill. A cell phone with a plan that doesn't run out until April!!
Will someone please unplug me from teh matrix? By the way I saw the last one of those tonight and it...
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Because I have a car payment, a credit card bill. A cell phone with a plan that doesn't run out until April!!
Will someone please unplug me from teh matrix? By the way I saw the last one of those tonight and it...
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flux:
thanks, darlin'! i'm so lazy with responding to email, but you'll get it, i'm sure!
if tormented roads of unwashed dreams lay before me
so will be the path i walk
past these golden fields of choice
past the horizon of never ending crimes
when heaven calls, voices ringing to my awakened ears
i shall come
yet not before the angelic release of death comes to reunite me with it all
not before, yet i shall come
until i lay...
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So, I think that I may keep my job. I just don't have the desire to put over 40hrs a week into it like the workload demands. I hope they keep giving me money, however.
Do any of you know a poetry publisher?
Or a magazine editor looking for a different perspective on the world's problems?
I didn't think so.
Do any of you know a poetry publisher?
Or a magazine editor looking for a different perspective on the world's problems?
I didn't think so.
edea:
Happy late birthday! 
[Edited on Nov 04, 2003 9:04PM]
[Edited on Nov 04, 2003 9:04PM]
Whats this world coming too...all bars should serve alcohol and have titties