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Had the worst case of insomnia that I've ever had last night. I did not fall asleep until almost 6 am, which when my alarm is set for work. Needless to say, I took today off. LOL
I do however feel so much better today. Ice hockey starts back up tonight. I have an idea of where I want to go personally this year and...
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I do however feel so much better today. Ice hockey starts back up tonight. I have an idea of where I want to go personally this year and...
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I feel so lost today. 
atari:
? hope you're okay!
hope you're okay!
thebigjankowski:
Thank you.
I'll be fine. Just one of those days when a bunch of crappy things kind of sink in all at once. It's a new week and a new day tomorrow.
I'll be fine. Just one of those days when a bunch of crappy things kind of sink in all at once. It's a new week and a new day tomorrow.
Just pitched my next tattoo idea to my preferred artist, Ryan Hadley. <Shameless plug>If you need work done, this guy is world class. Portraits are top notch. Get yourself to Ft. Wayne, Indiana or keep an eye out on conventions. </plug>
Anywhooo.. one of my favorite bands is Volbeat. I looooooooooove the song Radio Girl. So this tattoo will be based on that song and...
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Anywhooo.. one of my favorite bands is Volbeat. I looooooooooove the song Radio Girl. So this tattoo will be based on that song and...
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And it's gone...
Sometimes things just don't work out. Wish it was different, but it is what it is.
Don't really listen to country music, but I'll never forget hearing this song with her for the first time on our way back from Chicago. One of the best weekends of my life.
Sorry, Gail.
Sometimes things just don't work out. Wish it was different, but it is what it is.
Don't really listen to country music, but I'll never forget hearing this song with her for the first time on our way back from Chicago. One of the best weekends of my life.
Sorry, Gail.
And with that... I think this relationship has run its course. Just is not working. While we haven't broken up, it's staring us right in the face. She's way into the relationship, I, for whatever reason, just cannot rekindle that flame I had for her last year (when she dumped me).
Maybe I just never got over it. Maybe my heart is a one and...
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Maybe I just never got over it. Maybe my heart is a one and...
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Fucking A... it's like every week with this girl, it's SOMETHING. Arggg... frustrated. 
Pretty kick ass title track to a pretty kick ass movie. I thought it was Elvis... lol. Obviously it's not, but I'm not that well versed in Elvis' catalog. Though, now that I think about it, I think if he did have a song call, "Django" it would've been news when the movie was coming out.
Anywhooooo....
My new hockey pads arrived today, too. Pretty...
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Anywhooooo....
My new hockey pads arrived today, too. Pretty...
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Hope everyone had a great NYE and brought in 2013 in style. I took a different approach. I was out a little after midnight and ran a 5k today and finished in about 42 min. Not an earth shattering time, but I'm pleased with it. I wasn't able to run the whole thing. I did intervals of running and walking.
Here's to hoping you have...
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Here's to hoping you have...
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Oh man, Clutch was awesome. My #1 favorite band. They played some new stuff, looking forward to the new record in a few months. Got some Elephant Riders and Big News I. I am a happy camper. Would've like to have heard Regulators though, but I'm not going to complain. The set list was great.
On another note, my friend got me hooked on this...
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On another note, my friend got me hooked on this...
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Things are not improving. She is now afraid I am going to break up with her because she's been in a "debbie downer" mood the last few days. I frankly think she is sabotaging herself. This is out of the blue, this break up stuff. I had not heard from her all day, when I text her, she said she's been avoiding talking to me...
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abadseed:
My gf is pulling some of the same stuff, man. Telling me that she doesn't want me to feel trapped or pressured into staying with her, that she doesn't think she is good enough for me...it's frustrating. I'm pretty sure you and I are the ones who know what we want, not our gfs. :/
Not sure where to go with this. My GF has an eating disorder. I knew this going in. She was in rehab, doing really well. Said that she was getting better and was ready for a relationship (we dated earlier this year and she broke it off because she wasn't ready). So I took her back. She completed her 6 weeks rehab, but I fear...
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cashmir:
No idea what to say to help you with this, but I kinda know how you feel. I have a friend that had/has an eating disorder and sometimes it makes me really uncomfortable. Like when she visited me and only ate an actual meal once while she was visiting me. Good luck. Wish I could be of more help. Looking up her old rehab facility or maybe talking to her parents (if they are in the know) might be your best bet.
thebigjankowski:
Thanks for replying though, I do appreciate it. This has really impacted my last day and a half, I really feel like I've withdrawn from her myself. I definitely realize that my whole demeanor changed after she told me yesterday that she had purged. It really impacted the rest of my day, even today.
I did some googling on the topic, unfortunately, from the limited things I've read, I should've never gotten involved in a relationship.
Can't really go to the folks because her mom has been identified as a problem by her counselor. One suggestion made to me was to go with her next time she has an appointment and frame as a "How can I help?" kind of thing. To maybe better understand this whole thing. I certainly don't mind doing something like that.
I did some googling on the topic, unfortunately, from the limited things I've read, I should've never gotten involved in a relationship.
Can't really go to the folks because her mom has been identified as a problem by her counselor. One suggestion made to me was to go with her next time she has an appointment and frame as a "How can I help?" kind of thing. To maybe better understand this whole thing. I certainly don't mind doing something like that.
Won our ice hockey league championship game last night, got a pretty cozy hoodie for the effort. Not sure what's going to happen next, but I would imagine we'll be playing against some better competition on Sundays.
I don't know what I would do if I couldn't play hockey. It's definitely my escape.
I don't know what I would do if I couldn't play hockey. It's definitely my escape.