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A long time. Get out now. The longer you go, the more it's going to fuck with both parties. Not to mention the kid.

I don't think I've gone this long in a relationship without loving someone... Since... I was a kid. I'm not sure what kind of advice I can give to you. I mean, you were kind of seemingly happy from what I read about you guys here and there, so this is kind of an unexpected thing to see you write... But I guess that is what happens because we haven't really talked in a while. Uhm, I woul suggest maybe just trying to be friends. If you're probably not feeling anything, it maybe be mutual.. Then you guys could be friends and there wouldn't be anything wrong with you seeing the little girlie... I'm not sure what to tell you because I don't know everything, but if you want to call and talk to me sometime about it, you're more than welcome. *hugs*

Ahhhh hahaha.


[Edited on Apr 03, 2006 1:20AM]

I hate when that shit happens. I hate it most when I really wanted to let things go from my mind, and then it all gets erased. For me, its only in that moment that I actually want to make the effort to type it all out. But hopefully you'll make the effort again and I'll get to read what you originally wrote.

Its a good thing you didn't throw your computer out the window because the is the way we communicate the most.

And thanks for deleting my address, I thought it was harmless at the time, but now I'm kind of weird about it. Hah... I just remembered some of the people that actually came to Spencer's when I was working there and it was really uncomfortable.

And thanks for your comment.

edited because ... well, yeah.

[Edited on Apr 01, 2006 2:18PM]

What happened to you?
You're not the same
Something in your head
Made a violent change

It's in your head
FILLER

You call it religion
You're full of shit

Was she really worth it?
She cost you your life
You'll never leave her side
She's gonna be your wife

You call it romance
You're full of shit

Your brain is clay
What's going on?
You picked up a bible
And now you're gone

You call it religion
You're full of shit

FILLER

i care.

i hope it gets better soon.

You should call me sometime and let me in. I'm clueless. I care. What's going on here?

I completely agree about people fearing god and choosing to have faith based on that. I had a friend who told me about judgement day and what my ultimatum would be, so on and so forth. And I told him I would rather base my life on myself, believing in myself, and doing things for myself, rather than for someone else who doesn't exist, would never care, and hasn't shown any kind of hint of mercy on my life so far... That was about 6 years ago. He asked me,
"Well, and what would you do if you were wrong?"
"I would suffer the consequence. I have no problem with that."

It surely doesn't mean that I'm going to use the money that I don't already have to make a house of god, or to pay for the pastor's house. Fuck that. I've got problems of my own, and I don't think I'll ever get that back. Not even through karma. It's fucked.


And now I'm done.... Because I don't want to ramble more.


It was good talking to you too. It had been so long, I was almost nervous. Man I'm a dork.

Thanks! Sorry to have disappointed ya. If I did that is.

Peace

Hah. So God comes and goes at the whim of popular demand? What a gentleman! I think we can assume that natural disasters such as Katrina are no more common now than they ever were, regardless of people's changing opinions of God in the schools.

Thanks for the compliment on Fatality's set!

I read that and felt like I was reliving thanksgiving dinner...jeez, my step dad is an ordained minister and my grandparents have been missionary's for the past 48 years.....

I don't want to delve too deeply into what I think right now. You don't want me too either. This is a loaded topic. How is it that preachers kids are ending up with bastard children, and preachers are caugth having affairs. Humans are human, we can't help it and everybody needs to step off their pedestals and soap boxes and figure out how to teach our children to have cross cultural norms and values that teache them to treasure their time alive and respect other people.
Aslo we need to remember that LIFE HAPPENS !!! People die, are born etc. There have always been floods and disasters. Hell there has always been war.

How dare these christians prefess in believing in a '3 O' god, and then have the audacity to say he's being a gentleman and stepping out. Give me a break !


that's my penny for now

Goodnight.

Great movie ! I love B Murphy.

I agree fully with samling!!!

Oh come on, when do we ever get to hear emo crap from you? Oh shit, I would so love to call you right now, but I'm afraid you'll be asleep or occupied. Fuck.

Yeah, I'd figure as much. I've called you at some pretty inappropriate times before, but that was long ago. Hah... Now I'm kind of nervous about calling you again. Weird, isn't it?