thearcanecircle

so today i offered a girl who works at the shipyard a my phone number after a very decent conversation... she said ok sure, umm hang on i'll be right back and then walked off. I took it as a hint heh.. Now i remember why i dont try to hit on women. that was the first time i had tried in a very very long time. I despise the entires let play head games fight to get a girl to go out with you somewhere. Why cant you just meet, have a nice conversation and then see if things work..Sure i might have took her the wrong way and maybe i should have stuck around. But i doubt it. Women dont tell me they are not intrested. The fien intrest for a while and quietly sneak away. I hate that. I'l be ok if you just tell me maybe we should only be friends or i dont think this is going to work. But dont fake intrest in me so you dont offend me or some other crap. Man why is this getting under my skin so bad? i guess it is because i rarely ever approach someone i'm interested in. I tend to let fate n such to what ever it feels like..I dunno..I'm am running on no sleep right now so i am probably not thinking clearly...Its times like this when i start looking at myself to see whats wrong..And if you read all that i commend you.