I'm back..yay..i know your so happy..my divorce is real now..it will happen..i'm going to navy legal on friday and to ky to meet my future ex-wife again on the 27th..wow life is so much fun..at least i get to turn 21 on the 24th eh...
Well goodbye my friend..this is my last entry for a few weeks..i think..soon i will be far out at sea and deep underwater...wish me luck..i shall try my hardest to dream of each and every sg on this site..goodbye for now... 
Well i go to sea soon. I cant tell you when it clasified..heh..i love saying that..anyways..it will be a welcome break from everything..It will give me time to think about things..i have a lot on my mind that need to get out...
You ever wonder why things keep going wrong for you? There are times when no matter what you do everything just seems to collapse in on itself. I this is pathetic. Why cant i just have one month at least where everything is mostly ok. I dont want perfection, i just want to stop all these disapointments from apearing everytime i fucking turn around.
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thearcanecircle:
Nothing.
I hide from the mirror.
It scares me.
What am I?
Nothing.
I hide from the mirror.
It scares me.
What am I?
Nothing.
bleeder:
I hear you bro. I would just like to sit in a nice apartment and relax with my husky pup. Thats my dream.
Took a while and a bit of tweeking.. But i got linux and win2k to run on my hd..yay go me..and in lighter news, my "wife" continues to be single in kentucky. From the sound and the look of things we are pretty much over with. I guess its possible..but i dont think i even want to try anymore ..maybe i can finally let go..we'll...
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Nothing.
I hide from the mirror.
It scares me.
What am I?
Nothing.
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By me..thank you drive through...
I hide from the mirror.
It scares me.
What am I?
Nothing.
__
By me..thank you drive through...
My strenght failed me today. I was talking to my (more then like future ex-) wife about "us" and our future and what i thought of it. I told her that i wish more then anythin that we could work..i know we could work..but i also told her that it would take sacrifices she is not yet ready to endure and that the time it...
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thearcanecircle:
hmmm...
My strenght failed me today. I was talking to my (more then like future ex-) wife about "us" and our future and what i thought of it. I told her that i wish more then anythin that we could work..i know we could work..but i also told her that it would take sacrifices she is not yet ready to endure and that the time it...
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well i stayed up to late again..i have to get up at 5:50am..its 3:38 now..prob shouldnt go to bed but i will anyways...umm..yeah nothing new really...had the big navy ceremony thing...got my dolphins presented to me..pictures and cheers all around..i hate traditions...and now my damm knee hurts...bleh...i think i need drugs... 
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bleeder:
Oh man! I feel you. I hate standing there for like an hour to go through a ceremony.....
thearcanecircle:
yeah they are good for me..but the hole navy thing kind of kills that
There is a new photo of me for you all to take a gander at..yes i said that..good luck seeing what color eyes i have...put new shock on my jeep today..fun..broke 3 bolts...when all was done i was out $150(about)..the estamate i got was $120 for labor only(thats not including how much the shocks would have cost)..so i guess i saved some money..my jeep works...
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thearcanecircle:
lol yeah..silverdale blows...i shall do that sometime...gotta find a good one that isnt 21+ though..
emoinside:
The color box does all ages shows, Polyesters is 18+ on most nights, there's this little non profit place called the Vera project right by where Rckndy was that has some great (and some shitty) punk bands play. Seattle has developed a GREAT allages/18+ scene since I left and turned 21 (go figure). Now Im just a jaded LA club Gower.
You wouldnt belive how many people msg me when i'm online asking me to send them pictures of the girls..jeeze..it isnt that exspensive to sign up....wow my picture looks really weird...hrm
bleeder:
whats up bro! I added you to my list. Feel free to do the same. My name is Gavin. Pleased to meet you. 
So beautiful.
Quiet times,
silly chats,
in-depth verses.
Shared laughter,
feeling comfortable,
feeling alive.
Loving you,
being loved,
being married.
such a close connection.
so very, very beautiful.
____
that is a poem my wife wrote and gave to me a few weeks before she told me she cheated on me and needed to think about things...she her..i'm gonna go cry and build mywebsite...goodnight is...
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Quiet times,
silly chats,
in-depth verses.
Shared laughter,
feeling comfortable,
feeling alive.
Loving you,
being loved,
being married.
such a close connection.
so very, very beautiful.
____
that is a poem my wife wrote and gave to me a few weeks before she told me she cheated on me and needed to think about things...she her..i'm gonna go cry and build mywebsite...goodnight is...
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preppylegend:
Thats some pretty cold shit right there .
Still, good poem .
Not that that helps
Still, good poem .
Not that that helps
keep yer chin up. your one will find you.