to late..i'm back with pizza and a movie...see you my dreams..
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i love being nekkid..its so comfortable..anyways i'm going to the Barnes and nobles here in silverdale,wa at like 730pm or so to buy me a photograpy book and have a coffe..come say hey if yah want..i'l be wearing some black baggy pants and a grey volenteer nudist colony tour guide t-shirt in case you dont recognize me..later..
madi:
I'm glad to see your being more positive now. I have been going to Airmans' Aid, they will only give you $70.00 for two weeks of food and $15.00 a week for gas. I'm trying to fill out a "Remission Package" I hope that goes thru okay. Thanks for the good word. 
howdy..Still depressed about eveything..i saw her yesterday..that goodbye hug..i drove home and could barly see..anywho, i got a late birthday present. It was a sony digital camera. And it does have a self timer.. Sooooo i might be puting my nekkid body on the internet(in the suicideboys group in case your wonderin)..I need my confidence back though...dammit i thought i wasnt shy..heh..we'll see what pops...
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thearcanecircle:
ohh yeah..anyone here speak latin? well write it really. i'm gonna get somthing tattoed in latin but i dont speak or write it yet..so help would be great..
razzell:
Thanks for posting in my journal,and thanks for the complement as well 
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I'm sorry to hear about what your going through.That really sucks.I know it's hard right now,but try and keep your head up.Hopefully it'll get easier to deal with as time passes.
The best of luck to you sweetie.
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I'm sorry to hear about what your going through.That really sucks.I know it's hard right now,but try and keep your head up.Hopefully it'll get easier to deal with as time passes.
The best of luck to you sweetie.
Its 4am..
A broken future haunts me.
Paper dreams.
Torn and burnt.
Crumpled up and thrown away.
Cast down for some new bit of pleasure.
You were so beautiful.
Emerald eyes.
Soft skin so pale and smooth.
And now its hard.
A warm heart replaced.
Cold.
I miss you.
So empty.
What remains of me is twisted.
Your still inside.
We once had a union....
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A broken future haunts me.
Paper dreams.
Torn and burnt.
Crumpled up and thrown away.
Cast down for some new bit of pleasure.
You were so beautiful.
Emerald eyes.
Soft skin so pale and smooth.
And now its hard.
A warm heart replaced.
Cold.
I miss you.
So empty.
What remains of me is twisted.
Your still inside.
We once had a union....
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thearcanecircle:
i'm alright. I'l be alright. It will just take time, so i will have to deal with being pretty fucked up for a while. I hate times like this, and i never seem to get a break. But thats life i soppose.
jerrythirteen:
The military life is tough even when your marriage is in great shape...and divorce is is tough any time.
Good luck. No comfort now, but the bad voodoo always wears off with a lot of time.
Good luck. No comfort now, but the bad voodoo always wears off with a lot of time.
Its 4am..
A broken future haunts me.
Paper dreams.
Torn and burnt.
Crumpled up and thrown away.
Cast down for some new bit of pleasure.
You were so beautiful.
Emerald eyes.
Soft skin so pale and smooth.
And now its hard.
A warm heart replaced.
Cold.
I miss you.
So empty.
What remains of me is twisted.
Your still inside.
We once had a union....
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well tonight i'm going to see my future ex wife..we thought it would be prudent..not sure really..i dunno what we are gonna do or how long i'l be over there..should be kind of enlightiining..yeah i prob did not spell that right..anyways..wish me luck i guess..
My new years resolution? To forget my wife and the wonderful times we have had..that bitch..i love her still...and to find some sort of balence in my life...heh..yeah wish me luck
goodnight..*grabs tissues*
madi:
I don't think that poem had any hidden meaning, My imagination was sparked by the drastic changes light has on our surroundings, moods, and I guess the earth in general. The world is so different at night, I perfer it dark.
Why in the hell cant i stop thinking about jessica? it that so much to fucking ask? Every thing reminds of her..Everything...jeeexe..i'm going fucking crazy..that woman cheated on me mutiple times and i cant get her out of my head...fucken crap...i married a vodoo queen and she put a fucken spell on me or somthing..ahh..so yeah..have a good night...
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jade:
Thanks for your comment on my writing... Hang in there. I just got out of a long term relationship and it sucks... Sometimes I would do anything to get back what we lost. But I know it'll pass, and I know I will find peace.
thearcanecircle:
thanks guys..feel alright to know i'm not alone in my troubles..
Merry chrismas everyone..i'm 21 now..turned 21 yesterday(xmas eve yes)..Got to spend the entire day on my fucken submarine..Got to pump shit and stand in the sail for about 11 hours..happy fucking birthday eh? yes i'm disgruntled...Xmas day has been boring..i'l spend it pretty much alone. I dont put much value on birthdays opr xmas..only reason it bother me i had duty yesterday was because it...
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Jingle bomb 2 tomarrow..yay..i hope my jeep makes it there..i cant wait! and vip access..i wonder if its worth the extra money me and a friend paid for it..prob..see you there?
scooterman:
I'll chant an extra five minutes this morning for your jeep to hold up. It might not help, but it can't hurt either. Is it a CJ series? My first ride was a '47 military jeep. Enjoy the concert...hope the VIP thing pays off!
thearcanecircle:
nah its a jeep grand cherokee..94' the music at the show was nice..but the lighting sucked and the there were to many little kid running around...
Hey guys..jeep broke..then i fixed it..had a loose spark plug and my throtle body was dirty as hell..anywho..that means i get to go to Jingle Bomb 2 ..Anyone else going and ever wanted to meet me? me and a friend of mine are getting the vip tix..go me...i'l be there with a big hatian dude with a new jersey/hatian actcent... come talk to me though...
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psychobilly1322:
Hehehe...right on about the g*damned pay scale....my last paycheck for 2 weeks was $100.00, 3 peanuts, and an old Whitesnake concert ticket stub....... 
I think the Truth would get me hot as well, but I doubt its existance. Anyone who is honest is in too much pain to relate to the world anyway. (Case in point: me).
Seems like we may have some things in common. If you ever want to talk, I promise never to hand you any bullshit.
Take care.
Edited to say:
I went to your website and read some of your work. The one that struck me the hardest (so far) was The Fake Angel. Jeez, we DO have a lot in common!
Here's a *hug* for you. Sigh...
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