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Navy uniform set......Hmmmm sexy.Nothing beats a man in uniform for hotness.

Good luck with the jeep!

in regards to the poem i posted "unlucky":

its basically about a girl who thinks that she is not worth of the gods. just as many people do she puts herself down and exalts others because of her low self esteem. I used the gods in this case to play off the fact that she placed the others in her life so much higher then she placed her own worth. she then talks about what she could do for the god to make then see her, but even she is too common and unworthy to even touch them.

the last paragraph is the wish of any girl who wishes to be popular. that one day they will see her and know that she is worthy of there attention. the last line of the poem in quotations is a portion of two different sentences that I heard on the tv that inspired the poem in the first place.

ps. i'm new to groups and have a question. are you notified when i post a reply to your comment? or do you just have to go back in to read it? i was posting it here as well so you would know i replied, but if you are already notified then i am just bugging you thanks for reading

well she called me back..see navy legal keeps delaying when they want to see me about an uncontested divorce...she is getting impatient..i understand because i am too..but she called a lawyer down there and asked about it..i was right it is going to be fairly simple..but to do through the lawyer she found was going to cost $550..she wanted to know if i could afford that rgiht now because she it a stupid lazy bitch and wont go get a fucking job(no she dint tell me that, i just know her, lol) ..Anyways i told hell no, just wait for navy legal...and i did ask if somthing was up, and she told me know and that she just wanted to get this over with. belive me jessica i understand..as much as i still care for you i cant wait for the day i dont have to talk to you again..so yeah that what she wanted...if you actully read all this let me know what position you want me in for my next suicide boys set and if i belive you i may include it..a crappy gift for being my friend i guess..

I'm sorry to hear about your jeep troubles.I can relate.I know how it feels to want to push your vehical over the first cliff you come too.My last car was giving me tons of trouble.I wound up wrecking it,which turned out to be a blessing in disguise.I don't particuraly care for the one I have now.It's not really my taste,but it was cheap.It's also depenable,so I can't really complain.I can always get something sporty later.I'd really like something classic.I love old cars,because they're so unique.
Oh well,enough about me,back to you.I think it'll be great for you to finally get all of this settled.You can finally move on without having to worry about the next time you have to deal with more drama.
I know your probably not ready to date right now.I think it's good that your taking your time.Right now you wouldn't be being fair to yourself or the person you were dating.
I don't think your asking too much in what your looking for in a girl.Just be careful and take it slow.(You've already been burned once so i'm sure you will)If she's not who she claims to be it'll eventually come to light the more time you spend with her.
As for which position to put you in....That's a hard question.There wasn't anything I didn't like about the last set.Maybe you could show off those cute buns a bit more.I never get tired of looking at those.

Hey thanks for the advice- I think i wil try and use something like that.

I think most guys are easily excitable .


I'm glad you went out last night.Sorry you got sick though
I guess it was a small price to pay if you actually had some some fun.I hope you did.

You know your such a sweetie... My husband gets mad that I even talk to you. He tried to erase your name off my friends list. He was so mad at me yesterday he called me a whore and told me to get out of the house. The whole deal was... I dropped himoff at work and he only had two hours left till he got off, so I didn't want to drive home so I went across the street to the auto shop where a few of my "guy friends" work. And just to kill time I helped one of them take the running boards off his truck. But I guess my husband got off work alittle early and was totally pissed I wasn't at home when he called, so he comes storming across the street and yells "give me a fucking ride home now, Bitch!" In front of all these people. I wasn't cheating or doing anything wrong!!! I used to work in aauto shop and I like doing shit to cars. I was having a really good time too. Now he says hes shuting off the phone and i cant ever see my friends again. He ordered me to go straight home after I dropped him off this morning and hes been calling every half hour. Am I really that much of a sexy vixin that he has to hide me in the house so know one else will try to fuck me??? I barely sleep with him anymore why would I screw somebody else.... I know it will all blow over... and be all honky dory again but for know it really blows... thanks for letting me bitch... I feel better now... talk to you later .
You never told me you were a suicide boy....

[Edited on Jan 17, 2004 12:00PM]

no problem cherri..and like working on cars too, its just that latly i havnt had the time to fix it myself..i need it to work now and not in a month..the way its going though i prob should have done it myself...i havnt told most people about suicide boys..heh..they seem to find out anyways..Its my wild side i soppose..prob gonna try n make a new set in a couple week..not sure of what its going to involve though..someday i want to find somewhere to do one outdoors w/o getting arrested

I think when all is said and done you'll come out stronger too. But just remember this....everytime you talk to her on the phone your delaying the healing process. I know it's hard as hell not to,so maybe you should just start out slow.Try for instance every 2 weeks,then 3 weeks and so on....until you've gotten so much stronger that you don't need to talk to her at all.In the mean time,get out and have some fun.That'll help as well.
Good luck handsome

Yay for you! I'm really glad to hear your moving on.
Don't keep things too bottled up though.It's good to talk about your feelings and get them out.It's ok to lean on your friends and/or family for support.That's what they're there for.
If anything good at all has came from this,it's the fact that you found out now and not 10 or 15 years from now after you wasted a good portion of your life.
Your still young and good looking,and yes there are a lot of people worth getting to know.You'll find love again,just when you least expect it.So in the mean time, get out there and try to have some fun.

[Edited on Jan 14, 2004 12:51AM]

fuck that bitch man

You have to stop beating yourself up. Sometimes the 'right' people dont work out.

Surely there are good things that have come out of the situation. there has to be. thats how it works. you win some you lose some. if you say there isnt anything good, then you just cant see it.

Dont get so far down that you cant see when its time to move on.


(i totally understand you could say i dont know what the hell im talking about and you could totally hate me)

Take Care-Best Wishes

By the way,loved your set! Like I said,your a hottie!

heh..thanks..btw sg has gone bonkers..whats up with it? i cant see anyone pictures nore my own..<--nm it works..must have been me...

[Edited on Jan 12, 2004 7:17PM]

[Edited on Jan 12, 2004 7:26PM]

I checked you out and commented in the group. I think that you should keep the sets coming...

hehe..i just might