i hate being drink becaUSE i am not me in the "this is who i reaLLY am" type of way. but then again i love it because i can be who i want to be. I the only thin i ever weanted in this fucked yp world is to have the ability to be who i amm and not be so shy for timid or... Read More
I spent about an hour and a half last night writing a jorunal entry of sorts. But for some reason the laptop i am using desided to turn off when i hit the submit button instead of send the data. yay. the crappy part is that i actually kind of liked what i wrote for once.
Okay after a bit of tinkering i have blocked the stupid ass chat ads from my computer.
Userplane = 0
Zonealarm = +1
You can do it too. Just add userplane.com & subtracts.userplane.com to your firewall's block list. Although I am pretty sure that if you just block subtracts.userplane.com it will still work. But I am going to leave them both blocked for now. If... Read More
Yeah, I have learned my lesson. I will be making regular back-ups from here on out. Oh, and my photography was one of the only things I had saved on back-up. Thankfully.
but I got almost everything back, so i got lucky.
How have you been lately?
Your gonna makes us pay per month and then allow adds in the chat box? Bad SG. Bad SG. You can keep the new chat system. And my membership is up in october. I dunno if i want to let it renew. Bleh.
My car is dead till at least the end of next week probably.. bye bye radiator. hello $2500+ in debt. Hey, at least i'll have pretty much a completely new cooling system right? yeah. the angry smiley does not even begin to cut it.
Yes, it s definately one step at a time. I enjoy being challenged, believe me, I was riding high off of adrenaline for hours. I could barely sleep I was so pumped up, there is nothing like walking off the line after a shift like that and saying HOT DAMN!! But it is very draining, and I hate getting burns, I have quite the collection and it is not very lady like, I wanna be soft and pretty, I don't need to prove I am strong, rather I simply am and struggle to maintain a sense of warmth and softness. It is too easy to be distracted by the challenges in life and forget that we don't have to be jaded. Believe me Rogue, I struggle w/ the same things as everybody else, I laugh and cry just the same, my blood is red. We are all humans. It is these challenges that remind us that we are so fragile, I feel most alive when ...wellll.... ...you know...and when slinging pans in the line. It is a rush.
BTW - I never dod get to comment, I enjoyed some of your new pics, there is a solemness to those shots I found quite intrigueing (sp?)
This person, not me, could take a type of music and at that moment create a piano song right there on the spot and it sounded beautiful. Holy shit. Wow.
ohh snap. (btw i'v been trying all day to find a valid way to use that phrase and i think i just did.) I just realized i have a new remote thingy for my camera lying around somewhere from like 4 days ago. I smell a new sb set maybe. if i find a good idea and some inspiration.
People always take what you say and turn it around so the worst possible side is showing.We live in a world full of pessimists. Apparently everything would explode if something showed up and was actually a good idea. I am no different from anyone else, a walking example of a hypocrite. It is not that i don't try to follow my own... Read More
While they are in the alley, they still call to you. Don't deny your instinct, go make of yourself a light and rescue your hopes from the alley.
The world is pretty screwed up, no doubt. I think of it like this, we have the ability to change the world, at least the world around us. Think about all the ppl you encounter every day and think how to peacefully interact and not allow the drama and monotony of daily living to sink you. Many revolutions, have started with one man standing up and saying 'I have a voice'.
I like your photos of the fireworks, I miss the old stuff with perspective that you were doing, the black and whites have presence.
BTW- I don't own a fill flash. I woulda, shoulda, coulda done that pic ten times better, but hindsight is always 20/20
...you know...and when slinging pans in the line. It is a rush.
