theangus

I've been having so many poems
and so little entries
this entry will be a combo

I've been tired lately
not sure if it's from lack of love
or lack of luster
I await the Methadones concert
or whatever's going on at Kings
hopefully some SGNCers can show up
but I've felt really unfulfilled

on friday I have a photo shoot
for A Lesson On Necessary Energy
I'm going to get to wear my fancy tux
and my SG shirt
hopefully the local venue can open
so I can take pictures
standing next to the joust machine

all I ever hear from my friends these days is
move out of NC
move out of NC
I wish I could
although without money and without a car
where am I to go?
what am I to do?
so this constant pounding of advice
is taking its toll
and I hope some of my Suicide Girls
can come hang with me here

hopefully this summer I can gain some money
I plan on moving out in 2 years
at most
and I still have yet to get a new computer

excuse me for being stereotypically emo
but I think a girlfriend would help ameiliorate
my somewhat sudden depression