It feels like drowning...

The way life only ever seems to give me just enough hope or happiness so that it can let me down again.

And recently the small bits of happiness haven't felt like enough air to last until the next wave.

I'm tired of people being interested in me just to leave me in the dirt.
I want to die. I can't...
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I was really hung over ALLLLL DAAAAY.

Fucking tequila. Tequila is an asshole. Blaaaaaaaaaaaah.

Anyways... still single. But tomorrow is another day.

Love sucks.

Period.

What does a guy have to do to get some serious like?

I need some like. Immediately.

Life is very complicated recently.

I still think I'm losing my mind. I wish it would hurry up and get lost already.

I wish I was in love. Oh, wait, no... that's a terrible idea.

Roar.

That is all.

P.S. Still horny.

UGH.

I need a girlfriend again.

Okay, that's not even it.

I need to have sex again.

I'm. Going. Insane.

Gaaaaaaah, so long without an update.

I can't even explain all the crap that's happened in a month.

I can't even try.

I miss all you people. : ( So little time for ze internetz.

Gosh, I need to find a way to stop myself from ranting on the internet when I'm drunk.

I mean, nobody I know is going to be on SG, but you never know. I've had exes find out about messageboards I'm on and dig up stuff on me. It's been quite a pain in the ass in the past.

Fact is, once its on the...
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So... I just went to the soire of a girl I've been "dating" for a month now.

Within the first couple weeks, she convinced me to start emailing this pen-pal of hers in New Zealand.

Now I find out... she's grooming me to be this friend's boyfriend, but I like her.

I don't know what the fuck to do now. Why is she kissing...
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Bought a new rear fan and power supply for my computer. It was like doing a heart and lung transplant. Things are definitely quieter and cooler now. That's pretty awesome.

The fan was a bitch, because Antec made the holes for the fan screws just a LITTLE too small for anybody else's fans. In the end, I had to crazy-glue the damn thing. lolz.

I...
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