Tuesday Jul 26, 2005

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Damn it. I'm so freaking depressed.

I bought a new book, Sophie's World. I'm looking forward to it.

But right now, I'm really hating on my desire for the opposite sex. I'd rather not know girls exist right now. It's just getting me down way too much. Reading, working, drinking, none of it gets my mind off it. What I need is some other kind of pain to get my mind off the mental kind. But... I'm not going back to my old habits. No, never again.
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nataleigh:
first off, Sophie's World is a really good book as long as you dig philosophy on some level.

secondly, i am really glad that you will not resort back to your old ways. that shows how much you have grown up and also hwo much you have taken control of your life adn your depression. some ppl think that when they cut themselves, that means they are in control. i don't believe that's true. it takes way more strength to not cut yourself than it does to do so.

congrats for that. and when you decide to stop hatign girls, we should go for that drink we talked about and we can talk abotu Sophie's World and be all cool. lol.
nataleigh:
lol. alright sounds good. i am in the city every week for at least 2-3 nights, but at this point in time i have no funds. so once i get more money and can afford to pay for my own drinks, we will go for sure. that should hopefully be in the next 2-3 weeks at the latest. smile

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