theangrysloth

Astonishing theory: I think it is the same lack of impulse that is making me totally ineffective at everything in life. It's a lack of impulse that makes me sleep-in. It's a lack of impulse that makes it hard to keep a regular journal or do any kind of homework at home. It's a lack of impulse that makes me unable to talk to strangers in bars. It's all just a general lack of impulse in my life.

I need to see if there are drugs available for a lack of impulse. (NOT to be confused with depression. I was on anti-depressants and they did NOT help anything!)

Oh yeah. Last night I got drunk at my bar like I usually do on Tuesday, and it was kind of fun. The only girls I wanted to talk to left early in the night, but I played some pool with my friend and realized my game has improved. Lala. La.

K, bye.