Another update... my boss has been replaced very poorly, but this new guy is giving me much more control over the kitchen. All I have to do in exchange is... um... all of his work as well as mine. 
It's always a trade-off.
I wish I wasn't so lazy, so that I could perhaps start on my journey of self-discovery, or enroll back into education or something. I need some days off work. I need to find my bearings.
I'm also still pretty lonely, but when I feel better about myself, it's easier to accept the loneliness. I even find myself thinking things like, "I don't NEED other people. They're so irritating and useless." But that is untrue. There are good people to find. You just have to have the time to find them.
It's always a trade-off.
I wish I wasn't so lazy, so that I could perhaps start on my journey of self-discovery, or enroll back into education or something. I need some days off work. I need to find my bearings.
I'm also still pretty lonely, but when I feel better about myself, it's easier to accept the loneliness. I even find myself thinking things like, "I don't NEED other people. They're so irritating and useless." But that is untrue. There are good people to find. You just have to have the time to find them.
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I fake a meltdown.
It also gives me a reason to scream, "Whores!" at the top of my lungs to random people.