the_squishy

i woke up at 3 in the afternoon. didnt do much today, except the fact i spent $170 on groceries. and tomorrow im going to eat like a glutton. as soon as i wake up im going to go out to eat at red lobster. later after in the day a friend is going to cook me dinner for my birthday. shes so nice. i didnt even ask her to and i told her she didnt have to, but she told me to shut up and accept it. who am i to argue? i couldnt choose between these two songs so i'll post them both. first is "fixation on the darkness" the second is "(per)version of a truth" enjoy! and have a great halloween i expect to o'd on candy and other foods.

Fixation on the darkness that engulfs this world
drain the life force of our people,
change, change, fixation on the darkness that engulfs this world
drain the life force of our people
return to the womb (new life) lay your head to rest (mercy)
to give you a peace of mind lay your head to rest

come together inside, this body is only a shell, change
the only way we will survive light transfiguration of the soul
of the soul, of the mind
fixation on the darkness that engulfs this world, drain the life force of our
people

return to the womb(new life) lay your head to rest (mercy)
to give you a piece of mind lay your head to rest

tell them, they will not hold us down, its time for change, change
its time for change. change
its time for change, they will not hold us down, they will not hold us down
its time for change, its time for change


When everything is lost (peel it all away)
Haunting us with questions (asking)
Will we...
ever find the smile inside(no) is it hidden
behind the sweating eyes (bleeding)
Dead inside a scream that's pouring from me
I'm planted in this skin(constricting and pulling me)
this dirty filthy skin (rancid and stinging me)
i burn behind the walls(that have become my world)
the bearer of a gift, Fuck Your Gift

Truth does not exist
But the lies do...

They're buried in the skin

Evolved

Perversion of a truth, I'm stuck there
Inside of lies buried in me, why?
alone
Born into a world never asked to be here
(try to forget truth doesnt exist, truth)
(it doesnt exist, it doesnt exist, truth)
daath...

Always inside a tragedy (things never seem to go away)
a room that I remember (portraits i carry)
Try lettting go of this space (bad thoughts cant kick me)
The fool that fell from heaven, HEAVEN

Perversion of a truth, I'm stuck there
Inside of lies buried in me, why?
alone
Born into a world never asked to be here
(try to forget truth doesnt exist, truth)
(it doesnt exist, it doesnt exist, truth)

Maybe we're all children of a star
Misguided in direction, our misdirection
Pardon me while I pray for light...

IM NOT THE ONLY ONE that walks between the rain, There are many
IM NOT THE ONLY ONE when everything is lost that doesn't surrender

Perversion of a truth, I'm stuck there
Inside of lies buried in me, why?
alone
blind walking through a world
i never asked to be here


Versions of the truth
IM NOT THE ONLY ONE
Your versions of the truth
I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE

lies...lies...lies...lies...lies...
LIES!!!