the_squishy

I went out and saw spiderman 2 for fifty cents. it was pretty good. Kalakoa is getting to be a chubbster. I'll post new pics of her soon. the title of this song reminds me of a member here "Autopsy song"
(intro "gutter")

I once dreamed of a world
without consequences,
without reminders...
of this brutal,gutter
I am collapsed in
once I dreamed, but then...
...I...woke...up
...open wide, look inside
at my autopsy
i feel like a woman i feel like i care
i feel like i shouldnt
i feel like a child of despair
i feel like its over, i feel like its coming at me
i feel like its closer
i feel like this is all I'll ever be
i feel like a failure
i feel like a hungry parasite
i feel like a razor
i feel like a prayer lost in flight
i feel like...I'm hopeless
I'm afraid I'm a slave,I'm weak and average
i feel like a hammer, i feel like a nail
i feel like im guilty, i feel like
the wrist that it impales
i feel like a butcher, i feel like i'm being deceived
i feel like a beautiful loser
i feel like all you sheep are laughing at ME!!
OPEN WIDE LOOK INSIDE
AT MY AUTOPSY
look inside open wide
look inside open wide
i feel like i'm a complete waste of time
i feel im transparent
i feel like i can't escape my mind