the anniversary of another uninteresting event has come and gone. i almost didnt notice. im still doing the same thing as i did last year: missing him. this time the panic factor is absent. a sigh of relief.
i was too busy in the er. too busy with the seared flesh. with any luck the fingerprint will be altered forever.
do tell: what is your...
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i was too busy in the er. too busy with the seared flesh. with any luck the fingerprint will be altered forever.
do tell: what is your...
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chachahappypants:
have a happy holiday

chaoticdreamer4:
The term is too open to interpretation for there to really be a universal definition. Personally, though, I'd say someone severly lacking in restraint when it comes to sex (for example: people who whine endlessly if they have to go even a week without... and I have known some people like this).
it was funny until i saw his name on the insurance card. dingcheng wang rear ended me. at this juncture, it became hilarious.
many shows should be attended. people let me down.
or do i let people down? im semi isolating. this is when i go out a couple times a week and dont call anyone; or make feeble attempts to get in contact with...
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many shows should be attended. people let me down.
or do i let people down? im semi isolating. this is when i go out a couple times a week and dont call anyone; or make feeble attempts to get in contact with...
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daniofthedead:
le rawr
that........cant possibly be the mans name. oh how life makes me laugh.
"god" doesnt care??? oh my lifes work ruined. puke.
and no, you prolly dont let people down. ive realized its usually others.

that........cant possibly be the mans name. oh how life makes me laugh.
"god" doesnt care??? oh my lifes work ruined. puke.
and no, you prolly dont let people down. ive realized its usually others.
jeslyn_james:
your boyfriend refuses to have a dog over 70 lbs????? WHAT???? why is this? that is pure craziness i say. the mastiff breeds are the best EVER. i am sad for you
but yea, totally come to AZ. and we can have hair fun times.....but seriously, i just don't know how i'm going to get over this "no large dogs," thing. thats rough.

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daniofthedead:
why is thou feeling sick?
cold eh? if so, i rocked that for about 2 weeks now and its finally now tapering off. ew!
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cold eh? if so, i rocked that for about 2 weeks now and its finally now tapering off. ew!
[Edited on Dec 07, 2005 10:47PM]
jeslyn_james:
yea, yesterday was hell. nausea all day, vomiting and sore body all over. 24 hour flu i think. i'm better today and i hope you are too!

there are some new pictures. and i updated my profile...
i have no idea what people are talking about. that girl noelle has lost a ton of weight and looks like shit. like "shes gonna die in a year if she keeps losing weight" amaciated.
it upsets me that sg would allow that. in a way its condoning the behavior. shes not the first, but after a while i get annoyed. some of these girls...
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it upsets me that sg would allow that. in a way its condoning the behavior. shes not the first, but after a while i get annoyed. some of these girls...
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chaoticdreamer4:
Haha... she almost looks like a female version of jack skellington (skeleton? *shrug*) from Nightmare before Christmas. Eesh... probably shouldn't be laughing about that, but it's probably her own damn fault for being a dumbass (watch it turn out to be some sort of weird terminal medical condition and make me feel like an ass for saying that).
jeslyn_james:
i agree. it's a little scary!

last night i thought i should update, but i was quite exhausted so i chose to write somthing simple.
its looking as though im going to be moving to san francisco. a part of me feels as though i conceded to a battle. this is me trying to be considerate. this is me making sacrafices for the sake of something great. this is me hoping...
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its looking as though im going to be moving to san francisco. a part of me feels as though i conceded to a battle. this is me trying to be considerate. this is me making sacrafices for the sake of something great. this is me hoping...
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daniofthedead:
man, if you move there. i will be very jealous. thats def an awesome opp. no matter if you come back or not. life experience... mmmm.....
jeslyn_james:
i've never been to san fran but i've heard it's amazing. i hope everything works out for you!
fuck.
dybtligegyldig:
yup
so halloween in the castro was crowded, loud, and smelled like reefers. not necessarily a bad thing. but i culd have gone without it. i did not dress up. i thought about pulling a "mean girls" costume (dress like a slut but have ears of some animal, so its ok) but wear my normal clothes. people could ask what i was and id point to...
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jeslyn_james:
i love your journal entries. always amusing. i didn't dress up for halloween either, but girls at my school dressed up like "monsters, but sexy." fucking sluts. but whatever!! have fun getting tattooed.

chaoticdreamer4:
Hrm... are you in California now? 'Cuz if you are, I think that got mentioned here as well. What exactly goes on there during Halloween? o.O
i wasnt impressed. ive seen better.
then again, its not actually halloween yet in san francisco. but i figure saturday night is close enough.
i never thought i would miss work so much. or that i would desire a starbucks either. both equal consistency. something on which i thrive.
then again, its not actually halloween yet in san francisco. but i figure saturday night is close enough.
i never thought i would miss work so much. or that i would desire a starbucks either. both equal consistency. something on which i thrive.
joshguy:
sorry i havent been keeping up with my sam... hope your having fun
themike:
Look forward to chatting with you sometime. Happy halloween.
i saw sage francis tonight in what seemed to be a high school auditorium.
the first group sucked, one of the guys looked like turtle from entourage.
th esecond act, the solillaquists of sound, was amazing. id seen them previously, but never caught their name.
the third opener, soul or something, was ok. he was pissy due to some drunk bitch fucking with his "table"....
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the first group sucked, one of the guys looked like turtle from entourage.
th esecond act, the solillaquists of sound, was amazing. id seen them previously, but never caught their name.
the third opener, soul or something, was ok. he was pissy due to some drunk bitch fucking with his "table"....
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daniofthedead:
theres a bunch of reasons. alot are being removed because they break their contract they sign by modeling with a new competitor site i cannot mention or they'll give me the boot!

chaoticdreamer4:
Actually, according to that theory I'm like five bajillion people, you just don't know about the others.