in the process of destroying one of the most beautiful things ive ever had, another part of me has died. i used to be proud of this aspect of myself to some degree. fun with no strings. looking for nothing but an exciting waste of time. i lost the desire. is this a good thing? only time can tell. it feels the same when i look at him. the bruises appear to get worse. and i smile in spite of myself.
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There are merits to both that and it's counterpart. Fun with no strings is great because it's just a bit of fun for the sake of fun. Eventually, though, most people come to desire fun that's going to have significance tommorrow, a week from now, etc. Personally I can understand fun with no strings, but I don't agree with it myself (assuming you're talking about in context to relations with others). When I want fun with no strings I play videogames, read a book, go biking or something like that, because I've found that with people there rarely actually are "no strings". Personally I don't think what you're feeling is good OR bad, overall, just change. If you're worried about hurting someone, just be considerate and up front about your interests vs theirs.
Anyway... enough of me babbling.
Cool. When I finish the books already in my reading queue I'll drop by and say hi... if the whole Dark Tower series is as good as what I've seen of Stephen Kings work so far, I'll definitely want to pick up the second book from that. I'm guessing you work at the one the Pike near the Old Navy? Or was it the Sports Authority that was in that shopping center... might've been both.
P.S. If you want to you can email me (fearnomoshpit@gmail.com). I check that pretty much every day. I avoid AIM now because of connection issues with my ISP. Trust me, if you did see me on you'd just get frustrated.