the_sam

lol! { back from a techical comercial break} i hope you don't mind if take some of this and use it for my "Bio" haha.

so my mom was a kind person who is raise by pretty damn close to Hittler i know because i lived out one term in her interment camp mother "marmee" she is almost a a kid of a old gypsy [i can spell worth shit since the head incodent] and my dad is a southern maryland person born and raise in the fine tobacco field and endgered servances that were allowed to live off the land by giving them a large part of the land for lord baltimore. lol! almost like natonalsl trueasures.

damn i keep of spellin shit wrong i should chill in a bit. maybe smoke weed.....or sleep if i can manage that sinple tast. haha. anyway i've told you a lot more then a bit to read and that seems much it's that i'm like the more charming better looking "cowardly lion" [i love cats = 4; but they don't stink up my new house i just bought 3 months ago]. but i'm caged up in my head and my life and all the head doc, the regular, and my shrink say that all my med would make me feel like shit. [it's a fair assunsion that i just "blogged on your blog". weird! i haven't even talked to you but i can tell you are a kind person and i really need a friend that doesn't remember the old me and try and do what i want to do cause my shrink tells me i'm scared of everrything. haha nice! hence "cowardly lion". i see that you like japanese stuff. i went for 2 weeks 3 years ago it was so awesome. a country build form chinese nerds and dorks. and thier history is so B A. lol! and pretty much all of thier art is awesome and moving. i have a tatt about halfway done with spike from "cowboy bebop" [looks like he is pulling the trigger his old israli police gun at your face.

i have some more but i keep goin ADD on you. sorry, anyways so i wanted to work in DC cause i felt "it's not that far" and i catch the bus so i read graphic novels and listin to my ipod nano that my work have to me cause i work in the legal building distric. where the cocran firm is located. lol! and they had chili cookoff over there next to the building. never went cause the bands thier are usal shit from what i can remember which is not much cause i have long and short term memory loss. lol! anyways: walked into my work one day and left haveing a super shitty day. i went don to our nice marble loby rockin the old school art-deco that is much of battman's style. anyways they have these nice expensive doors that are made of tempered glass, that is about 2 inches thick and 15 feet tall that {or you could have read the title and you would have goten the idea} that mech for the door is in the floor and suported by just a metal frame. well on may 26 at 600pm was the lotto for the shit parade cause the door mecch jamed and twisted and the top fell behind, on top of me {that's what she said} my head broke the fall and my my cyst was hit t

LOL! {we are coming back from yet anoth tech issue; fuckin env touch!} any ways again, so the cyst gave me my old issue along with new one but asure you i'm a nice guy who just really wants a new friend to hang with me so i don't do something stupid and keep getting stuff done around my house and can help me with doctor's apointments. i'll go into detail on a PM. i just saw that how happy those dogs were and i know dogs are a good sence of charecter and i figure you would be one of the few i could put myself out there and you would/lt be crule or just hang as friend and if somethin happens good willing then awesome if not then we would be cool too. it's said but i had alot of frien betray me because i can't drink with them or go out in public as often. but really i know a lot of my friends and family who know me say i'm different so i figured i could make a new friend to help me vent and express myself through cause that's the only thing that i can do to get better. thanks for the vent. you prob wanna remove this i would understand and if you wanted to hang give my phone a text. i don't get sleep so don't worry about too late or too early. i'm up. haha

btw i kinda put this blog up in like old mail coraspondace but i just wanted to vent my writing to see how bad off i am. but please....my cell 240-427-8443

finally i think i can "passout" have a good one. i'm sure i lost part of the message while trying to send this but i hope to hear or read from you soon,

Drew