the_sam

this is what happens when youre a germaphobe. this is what happens when you wash your hands whenever you think theyre dirty. your body loses the ability to make its own antibodies. you get the flu three, yes THREE TIMES in a twelve month period. it has gotten noticably worse every time. i was raised by a surgeon, i cant help it.

so here i am. severe pain, slightly dillusional, 3am, no one to talk to. strange food cravings, but i cant eat anything because ill probably "reject" it.

it hurts. i want olives.

i watched the westminister kennel club dog show earlier. rufus won best in show:

we had already decided to get a tricolored one:

if we dont stumble upon a pit bull or something to rescue in new orleans:

ah blue and white, if only i were so lucky...
thank you for reading my feverish, time-killing journal entry.