This morning was a double whammy
Found out last night that a friend and coworker died in a motorcycle accident. Though I never spent time with him away from work I considered him as family. 3rd shift is tight knit i think. We are more family than coworker. On any given day we may be called upon to save a coworkers life with only guile and a little can of spray.
Second part
On the way home I stopped to get gas and saw my ex , one of her girls and the hubby.
It was thanksgiving last time i got to see her and the girls in person. It was a good day,mostly. It was during a time when she had wanted to take a break because our schedule's werent compatible, according to her. She seemed a little distant that day, and when I asked about our plans for Jan, she gave a cryptic reply of whatever will be, will be. i was still in the dog house from somthing stupid i had said in sept. ( she accused me of only wanting her around for sex and not wanting to spend time with her and the girls in public) I tried my best to make amends..anyway. on dec 6th she told we were done and she wanted to focus more time on her kids.
Fast forward to next Jan 5, where through facebook i learned that on dec 28th she had got married to some other guy less than a month after finaly splitting with me. In the end the money she owed me and the xmas tree i had lent her along with my badge i had given her to carry around all had been done through the mail or dropped off when i wasnt home. She acted like she was scared of me or just scared to look into my eyes and say goodbye.
I dont miss her, i miss the person she used to be. i was lookin forward to being a dad. she was my first of everything
. A great bit of revenge would be to know that if the little in the back recognized me and shouted out my name repeatedly.
Anyway enough sappy bs , I cant change the past. I dont even know of there was anything I could have done anway.
I can only take the lessons learned and make all new mistakes next time lol
Found out last night that a friend and coworker died in a motorcycle accident. Though I never spent time with him away from work I considered him as family. 3rd shift is tight knit i think. We are more family than coworker. On any given day we may be called upon to save a coworkers life with only guile and a little can of spray.
Second part
On the way home I stopped to get gas and saw my ex , one of her girls and the hubby.
It was thanksgiving last time i got to see her and the girls in person. It was a good day,mostly. It was during a time when she had wanted to take a break because our schedule's werent compatible, according to her. She seemed a little distant that day, and when I asked about our plans for Jan, she gave a cryptic reply of whatever will be, will be. i was still in the dog house from somthing stupid i had said in sept. ( she accused me of only wanting her around for sex and not wanting to spend time with her and the girls in public) I tried my best to make amends..anyway. on dec 6th she told we were done and she wanted to focus more time on her kids.
Fast forward to next Jan 5, where through facebook i learned that on dec 28th she had got married to some other guy less than a month after finaly splitting with me. In the end the money she owed me and the xmas tree i had lent her along with my badge i had given her to carry around all had been done through the mail or dropped off when i wasnt home. She acted like she was scared of me or just scared to look into my eyes and say goodbye.
I dont miss her, i miss the person she used to be. i was lookin forward to being a dad. she was my first of everything
. A great bit of revenge would be to know that if the little in the back recognized me and shouted out my name repeatedly.
Anyway enough sappy bs , I cant change the past. I dont even know of there was anything I could have done anway.
I can only take the lessons learned and make all new mistakes next time lol
xxxholic:
Thank you! I hope so.