Saturday Oct 19, 2002

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I had a very frustrating week. I went out after work for some RR after another 14 hr day! Well at first i put the whole week into perspective after a couple beers & shots then i few good friends told me the saddest news. My friends son was killed when he was hit by a city bus while riding his bike. I'm overwhelmed with saddness and numb. He was 14 years old. I need... I don't know what i need maybe someone to hold me for a while. I'm really sad kinda paralyzed from it all.
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nazimova:
I am so sorry paulie, I know exactly how you feel. I have lost alot of people in my life, some of them in freak accidents some from long illnesses, it is always hard. what you need to do is just go with every emotion you have: cry, scream, sleep & cry some more. it is exausting but cleansing. be there for your friends they really need your beautiful presence. if you need to talk I am here...loveXXX nazimova
faith:
My arms are totally open for you. I mean it, if you want to vent or just talk about clouds let me know. I lost a very good friend to suicide in early June, I know the need to just be held.
{{{hugs}}}

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