Alone once more here by myself and i can honestly say i like it better.I can breathe,think so much clearer. I don't know how it got this bad but i'm losing me and she doesn't see it. I never signed up for any of this. I want the pain to go away. The saddest part is it already consumed a big chunk of who i am and i don't know how to make it stop! I feel like a rollercoaster traveling down the downward spiral.Most of all i feel lost... 
I feel what your going through. Hope you're doing well. Email me anytime.
Pudget is cool!
Stay cool! Drinks some beers this weekend. I'll have one for you. Take it easy!
Cheers
-deez-
Hope your weekend is going well!
-deez-