Just once I'd like to come on here and say something positive. Just once I'd like to come on here and make a journal update that isnt about a video game that's scared me shitless or how a terribly boring night out has made me hate the public. Today's post isn't especially maudlin or negative; its pretty much mediocre.
Went to the band night in the nearby bar again. It was alright I guess, neither band was magical but its not often that local bands are. It's just irritating that I go to these things and never end up speaking to any strangers or people who aren't there with me. I'd like to think that having done a cheerleader my self-esteem would be high enough to allow such folly, alas this is not the case. I was thinking about it earlier and realised I've never done it - not once in 22 years have I been in a social situation and just struck up conversation with a girl I didnt already know from work or something. It's a wonder I've had any action at all.
As the designated driver for this evening I found it odd that it was ME and not the drunken ones who were singing along to Green Day on the way home. Idiotic reprobates even refused to jump in on "Welcome to Paradise" I mean i fucking pointed at them to give them the cue and they did nothing. Can't count on them for anything I tell ya.
Tune in next week where I'll no doubt go back to that damn bar again, and this time with the help of alcohol possibly talk to a girl
Went to the band night in the nearby bar again. It was alright I guess, neither band was magical but its not often that local bands are. It's just irritating that I go to these things and never end up speaking to any strangers or people who aren't there with me. I'd like to think that having done a cheerleader my self-esteem would be high enough to allow such folly, alas this is not the case. I was thinking about it earlier and realised I've never done it - not once in 22 years have I been in a social situation and just struck up conversation with a girl I didnt already know from work or something. It's a wonder I've had any action at all.
As the designated driver for this evening I found it odd that it was ME and not the drunken ones who were singing along to Green Day on the way home. Idiotic reprobates even refused to jump in on "Welcome to Paradise" I mean i fucking pointed at them to give them the cue and they did nothing. Can't count on them for anything I tell ya.
Tune in next week where I'll no doubt go back to that damn bar again, and this time with the help of alcohol possibly talk to a girl
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Anyway, talking to people is overrated
Never got as big as their noise demanded.