Drinking alone the night before my birthday.....
gujsel:
happy birthday!!!
Circling and circling and circling. Life is forever spiraling. I'm at such a neutral point right now. I'm seemingly stuck in my town with my job for a while longer, but suddenly that doesn't seem so bad, at least for a little bit. Instead of going to the gym everyday I've been walking a lot and realizing how much I like living in the woods....
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They're rare, but somedays just make me feel really good about my job. If what you do has a positive impact and puts a smile on your face you know you're doing something right. I've never laughed more in my life then I did tonight when taking a client bowling.
theslowrunner:
This song is awesome. Haha
So I realize ninety percent of the time I am writing on here it's either bitching about work or talking about how much I like work. Well that shit is boring, and is probably why very few people read this (that of course coupled with the fact that I rarely ever comment on other peoples blogs, something I am making an effort to do). Anyways...
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I have a lot of weird hang ups. I have horrible anxiety, and I can be hard to be a friend to sometimes. I'm bipolar when it comes to relationships. I tend to get quiet around people I don't know. People have always thought I'm high all the time, I'm usually not, I'm just spacey. I think I'm a good person though. I'm very close...
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theslowrunner:
Wow, what happened if you don't mind me asking?
theslowrunner:
Wow, that does sound like a good day. I spent most of mine asleep because I only had four hours of sleep the night before. I kinda screwed myself with signing up for early morning classes and working late at night.
Yeah, I'm at 270 right now. Not afraid to admit how much because I'm confident to admit that it's a temporary things. Just as long as I don't stop by the convenience store to buy cheetos.
I would appreciate that vouch if you don't mind. The only thing that worries me about it is that my writing is not that great. I'm sure that I could improve when I'm going to write someone. I want to use this as a catalyst to talk to people more and use this site more because I'm paying for this. More importantly there are a lot of awesome people here and they are not going to magically talk to me if I don't try. I need to realize that for myself..
Yeah, I'm at 270 right now. Not afraid to admit how much because I'm confident to admit that it's a temporary things. Just as long as I don't stop by the convenience store to buy cheetos.
I would appreciate that vouch if you don't mind. The only thing that worries me about it is that my writing is not that great. I'm sure that I could improve when I'm going to write someone. I want to use this as a catalyst to talk to people more and use this site more because I'm paying for this. More importantly there are a lot of awesome people here and they are not going to magically talk to me if I don't try. I need to realize that for myself..
it seems i can't go into the bookstore without falling in love with some random girl there. this is a problem i've had for years. i go to the bookstore, see some super cute girl looking at books and spend from then till they leave trying to think of a way to introduce myself without being awkward... but it never works. there are no similarities...
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heartbaker:
Awww that would make a cute movie... A guy at a bookstore
missraae:
I would love to be approached at a bookstore. I always see people looking at similar books to me or picking up volumes I own and I really want to chat to them about it but I'm too shy. So next time? Go for it. What's the worst that could happen? Paper cut.
life is confusing the fuck out of me right now. people, work, shit in general. nothing bad, good, or out of the ordinary has happened... maybe i've just had a bit more time to think lately. but i don't know where my life is headed. but then that's not really it either. i'm ok with that. i don't want to know where the future will...
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have you ever had a day that everything just seems different for some reason. i'm talking about your perception of things. visually that is. like you look at someone you've always thought was pretty and they still are but you just notice their features more, like you notice the curve of their nose or how one eyebrow is a hair higher then the other, or...
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sometimes i get this urge to make some really stupid decision that throws me into some situation i have no control over, simply just to have no options but let go of all control for a while. maybe i've read to many palahniuk novels. but the appeal is there either way. i can't really explain it better then it would be a total surrender of...
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ravioli:
i hope this doesnt mean you've given up the dream of turning into a hobo, patches.