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Leicester, MA

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Tuesday Apr 27, 2010

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sometimes i get this urge to make some really stupid decision that throws me into some situation i have no control over, simply just to have no options but let go of all control for a while. maybe i've read to many palahniuk novels. but the appeal is there either way. i can't really explain it better then it would be a total surrender of control and a disregard for all responsibility. i wouldn't do it, but the temptation is there.

"This is the biggest mistake I could think would save me. I wanted to give up the idea that I had any control. Shake things up. To be saved by chaos. To see if I could cope, I wanted to force myself to grow again. To explode my comfort zone."
Chuck Palahniuk
ravioli:
i hope this doesnt mean you've given up the dream of turning into a hobo, patches.
Apr 27, 2010

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