the_monster

i would like to start this off by saying i'm drunk. wether it's sad or not that i'm drunk at 9:45 on a sunday is open to debate. i really don't care. but god damn it am i lonely. i've been losing friends left and right. and i think that's normal at this stage in life people move away and people change. the problem is i/'m not meeting anyone new. and i don't even really mean friends. i still have some good friends, sadly none close by, and i'm getting to the point were i can see myself becoming friends with my new coworkers. but god damn it do i need a nice sweet geeky girl to spend my time with. shit, i'd love to just go on a damn date. i've always been shy, but i've always been able to call up the guys when i needed too, but the problem is there isn't even anyone for me to be shy about asking out. i'm not meeting anyone new. am i fucking retarded? how do you meet new people? i don't know? why am i typing this? i don't know. no one will read it. shit. wow, i'm normally a very happy drunk. i suppose though that when getting drunk watching criminal minds alone on a sunday night one is to expect this. o well.