the_monster

I just got back from seeing a midnight showing of District 9 with my brother. It was awesome. And it was nice to hang out with Harry. I have been way to lonely lately, and I know a big part of the problem is that I'm so shy. My old friends here have moved away or become assholes. For the past four year I lived in CT or VA and now that I'm back in MA I rarely get to see those people. I work less then twenty hours a week. My life has become hanging out with my sisters, going to the book or comic store almost daily, and occasionally working. My free time is spent reading comics and occasionally convincing an old friend to go for a drink. For a while this was a good thing, it allowed me to unwind, I let tension build up and my anxiety had been getting overbearing again. But now it's time to make new friends. I also need a full time job, but that I am at least actively working on. I really want to move, get a place of my own, and get a fresh start. I'm just afraid to move without a job set up and it's hard to apply for jobs somewhere far away. I don't know. I'll work it all out.