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I'm feeling good. My family has been away on vacation and I've had the house to myself. I know it sounds bad but a vacation from my family and their craziness is nice every once and a while. It's nice, I got my fridge stocked with all my weird as V-Fusion and shit. I have all my liquor out on the counter. It's nice to...
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sometimes i wish i had a talent. i mean, i'm sure there is something(s) i'm really good at, i just haven't found it. i've always wished i could draw or be artistic but i've never had steady hands (add to this the fact my fingers have all been mangled over the years) and can't even draw a straight line. i tried learning to play bass...
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nessieoutlaw:
I would say that I may be a suitable candidate
signalnoise:
I wish I had a talent too. I could have done guitar lessons when I was a kid but I always hated the structure of lessons. I think it's the introvert in me, or just laziness. But yes: I totally get this.
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so i feel like i write about the same things a lot here. usually it's about either how great or how crappy my life is at some certain moment. and not that anyone reads this, but if anyone does they probably get the impression that i'm a very serious person. that is certainly not true. i take things seriously when they need to be taken...
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elvis:
i like how you started out talking about porn and end with genitalia

nessieoutlaw:
the word "cunt" always gets me.
and I'm so with SlowRunner.
I could have exactly said what he put.
almost word per word.
maybe you should stop watching porn and start making it.
what's that you say? oh, why I'd be delighted to be your co-star.
tongue Don't mind me. I think i'm one of the odd ones you attract.
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Zac's Life Plans
(for the immediate future aka the next couple of year)



Continue working at Ives until September-ish, therefore having one solid year of legal and gainful employment in a somewhat respectable job that I can put on my resume.

Get a res. counselor job in another city, any city (as long is it's one of the two biggest cities in it's respective state,...
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signalnoise:
I like this plan. Plans rock - I am currently working on my own plan of "what next/what else." Also: you spell your name "Zac"? So do I - and I've never met anyone else who does.
signalnoise:
Interesting, re: name spelling. So I'm "Zac" because my initials spell my first name. Which is odd, but I have to admit that I love it.

(Originally, my middle and last names were going to rhyme - but that was too much for my mom. So I just have a middle initial.)
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i constantly seek positions, relationships, locations, jobs, what not that come with extreme lows and highs. i'm starting to wonder if it is having a real negative affect on me...
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are we supposed to find the purpose of our lives? are we supposed to make the purpose of our lives? i don't know. but i know all i want it to be happy. and for now, right now, in this moment i truly am.
elvis:
Being Happy FTW
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i am done trying to make sense of life. time to just sit back and see where i end up and what happens along the way.

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i'm wondering what my next step will be, i'm always so restless. i'm not sure if this wanderlust is a blessing or a curse. i want to do so much and see the world but then everywhere i go there's so many people and places i end up falling in love with. do i stay here and work my way up at my job? do...
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mitska:
I hear ya, great questions. Only time will tell, I guess...whatever
ravioli:
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life is good. a little simpler then i would ever plan for it to be but good. i have plenty of life left to go out and live in the city and experience everything. right now, this is perfect. this morning i woke up and went off for breakfast with gramps. then we went up to the town hall to vote in the special senate...
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prettynpunk:
Glad you're having a good day biggrin
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i'm back from my brief little hiatus there. i notice a lot of my previous blogs (i still hate the word blog) were all the same. so time to move on.

anyways, today was a great day. not the type of day i'd usually consider great, but still a great day. so it had snowed a lot last night. so i woke up at 7...
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tadic:
burritos are tasty
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missshell:
sometimes we all need a break. good luck x

(ps-unrelated but sweet moustache)
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a weird dilemma. i am more comfortable with myself and sure of who i am then ever before, yet i've never had a harder time getting close to people. without going into lots of detail, i've always been a loner. oh the chemicals in my brain have never been balanced. i've never let people get very close to me. there's always only been a few...
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cassy:
i think there's a certain amount of being a loner and independent that's understandable. i also think when you have a friendship with someone you should reciprocate communications because that's just having respect for somebody.
does that mean you have to be up in their grill 24/7, no. but it does mean that there is a standard of manners among people, a compromise that i really do think is expected.
if you go outside of that because you have your own stuff going on, then you do. doesn't make anyone a bad person, just is who you are. it can come off as offensive to someone that just gives all the time, and never gets in return.
ravioli:
cassy makes a really good point.
im only spoilering this for length

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i dont know if you even care to hear anyone elses opinion on this matter.
im sure you just wrote this to get it out there for you but the first thought this brought to my mind was that precedence shows us that people who reprieve themselves from the socialization are ostracized for it.
anyways i pose this question to you in a very rhetorical sense.
do you honestly believe that you are not held to the same social confines as the rest of humanity just because you have a personal preference to be a loner?
From what i've encountered only knowing you for a relatively short period of time now, you have a love hate relationship with this reoccurring aspect of your life. You are totally entitled to be happy, if that's what makes you happy then congratulations. Just stop complaining when you get sick of being "happy". Furthermore, how can you justify labeling yourself in such a manner when time and time again you've dealt with so much frustration towards your circle of friends for not being around and for flaking out on you. It probably doesnt sound like a fair statement for me to make but it's like you live on a one way street.


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