Sometimes I feel like my mind is unraveling. I am so introverted, I don't understand people who are super outgoing. I don't understand people period, they baffle me. I have some good friends, we have fun. But I've never been comfortable in a crowded room. People I don't know give me horrible anxiety. Five people is as a big a party as I enjoy. Mostly...
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Ahhhhh life, will you ever make sense? perhaps it's best you don't, i'm not sure. sometimes though, it'd just be nice to have some clue about what the fuck this is all about.
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browngirl:
agreed
browngirl:
we can listen to it while we spin...
i've been drinking. therefore it is probably best to disregard anything i type. you've been warned.
now for seriousness. i think i want to get a job in victim advocacy. i still have a love for criminology but also really like the type of work i'm doing now. i feel like this would be the perfect mix.
i was just watching the virgin suicides with...
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now for seriousness. i think i want to get a job in victim advocacy. i still have a love for criminology but also really like the type of work i'm doing now. i feel like this would be the perfect mix.
i was just watching the virgin suicides with...
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nessieoutlaw:
I have an ex like that. Pothead, loser, lame in bed, alcoholic, completely diregarded anything I said, annoting. Weird thing is, I miss him sometimes.
I haven't emailed you back because I've been away all weekend and today I had to focus a lot in class, but I'll write back tonight. =)
I haven't emailed you back because I've been away all weekend and today I had to focus a lot in class, but I'll write back tonight. =)
signalnoise:
Vonnegut is one of my favorite authors. And steak is never, ever wrong.
Hungover. Had a great night. Went out with a bunch of coworkers. Talked all night about the odd sexual tension between us and I was voted "most fuckable". Did I ever say I love my job? Way to many drinks and maybe a few to many joints. Denny's, need I say more. It was nice.
Life is good.
Life is good.
cassy:
don't tell me you're surprised that they voted that 
roguemind:
Hey. Im from the brewpub group just in case this seems kinda random. Where in MA can you get that monks blood brew you posted? I'm dropping the GF of at the airport in boston this week and I think im going to swing by a store there and look for it.
So I made an important life decision today. I'm quite happy about it. I have decided to put personal development ahead of professional development. I have been so stuck on this whole plan for my future career that I continue to ignore the fact that my goals are rearranging. who I am is changing, and what I want is not the same. I'm an an...
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sassie:
thanks! 
nessieoutlaw:
You definately have my respect for following your heart. My life is a constant battle between my heart and my mind. Feelings vs. Logic, and I always seem to go with logic, overall I would say it tends to portray itself as the best decision. There's no way of ever really knowing and I've never been much of a "what if"person. But one of these days, one of these days I'm going to let my heart win my battles.
i want outdoor drinking, grilling, the lake, bonfires, hiking, bike riding, (visible) tattoos, the cape, brewery tours, and other adventures. i'd like a little global warming now, please.
nessieoutlaw:
come to california
This is going to come off sounding cocky and gloating but it's not. Those who know me even in the slightest know I'm not at all like that, but think what you want.
It has come to my attention, more and more lately, that I am by far the smartest person in my family. I don't mean this in a negative way towards my family,...
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It has come to my attention, more and more lately, that I am by far the smartest person in my family. I don't mean this in a negative way towards my family,...
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nessieoutlaw:
I guess what I'm getting at is if you're good at something, use that, exploit it, if you love it then make a living out of it.
This is my life's problem.
God damn it do i feel good. i love that i am basking in that warmth that a couple of narragansetts, a makers mark on the rock, and some live blues at vincent's gives you. i love it, two beers and a whiskey on the rock is perfect, it's just enough to kill the anxiety and loosen up enough to chat with someone in the...
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cassy:
hey you take care of miss ravioli for me miss that girl.
miss that girl.My life:
Work.
Vincent's (my favorite bar that always has awesome live music).
Sleep.
Gym
Work.
Reading a book.
Sleep.
Gym.
Work.
Vincent's.
Sleep.
Work.
Vincent's.
Sleep.
Reading.
Relax.
Gym.
Sleep.
and so on.
It's a good life.
Work.
Vincent's (my favorite bar that always has awesome live music).
Sleep.
Gym
Work.
Reading a book.
Sleep.
Gym.
Work.
Vincent's.
Sleep.
Work.
Vincent's.
Sleep.
Reading.
Relax.
Gym.
Sleep.
and so on.
It's a good life.
so time for a brief update. the last few days were busy with work and a few lunches and such with some friends i have been reconnecting with. anyways, it has been an odd week. so friday night i worked till almost 1. i normally only work till 10. but to help out my boss i agreed to work until midnight, well actually i agreed...
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While life in a lot of ways hasn't changed much for me in the past few months, my thoughts on life and myself have changed drastically. I am a happy person. I have been happy in the past, but it was always a phase, or a temporary thing. Now while I can of course not be happy all day every day I think my overarching...
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crazzy:
So I lurked you in SGBoston..And so I read your blog! Happiness is an amazing feeling that few people these days truly understand. P.S Fantastic song
Happiness is an amazing feeling that few people these days truly understand. P.S Fantastic song
that's cool tho in my opinion