i wonder what i'll be like in 22 more years, when i'm double my age. it's funny thinking, with a little luck, i'm only somewhere near a fourth of the way through my life. i love that i'll never be able to erase who i am know and who i've been because it's all marked on my body. i'm sure i'll think some of this...
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nerdgasm. totally just acquired a movie poster signed by ricou browning, who was the gill man (in underwater scenes) in the original the creature from the black lagoon. ah, the super megafest. hahaha. comics, scifi, and boobies. all in one place. not bad. i went alone. usually how i prefer to go to things like this because i tend to take a long time looking...
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so much going on in my mind. not bad, not good, just a lot going on. i don't know why. it kind of feels like my anxiety is manifesting it's self in a different ways. my inability to make simple decisions is not only back but harder then ever, for example i spent an hour trying to decide what kind of coffee to buy. it...
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nessieoutlaw:
thanks for your comment on my blog. =]
Don't worry, it made sense. lol.
Don't worry, it made sense. lol.
so i may have found a new hobby. last week i contacted hellen bed, a cofounder of central mass roller derby, which just started up last year. i told her that with my job, because i'm working mostly doubles, i have a few days off every week and asked if i could possibly volunteer. this was because, one i would like to be part of...
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ravioli:
totes
totes
So I just drove out to go a staff meeting that wasn't taking place. I wasn't at the last one because I had a training to go to and no one thought to tell me that this one was canceled. Oh well, no biggie.
So I've decided to once again become more active on here in groups. I tried once before and did go but...
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So I've decided to once again become more active on here in groups. I tried once before and did go but...
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nessieoutlaw:
I'm the same way with the groups. I belong to so many I can't even keep track anymore. But i do try to post in them as frequently as i can. =]
And thank you very much for the inspiring words. =]
And thank you very much for the inspiring words. =]
well time to make a positive update after the bitching i did on friday. saturday was a great day at work, it was long. 16 hrs. but it was enjoyable because i got to work with some of my favorite coworkers and most of the kids went home for the weekend. i even got paid to take one client to the movies to see "the...
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ravioli:
i'm ready when you are.
/planning
/planning
i need someone to talk to. of course i crash hard, what else would i expect. things never go so well for long.
Here comes the sadness that I miss so much
That lonely aching comes from every touch
Ive grown accustomed to the grays and blacks
Because theyre always coming back (coming back)
Sit down for supper, wont you dine with me
Or cant...
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Here comes the sadness that I miss so much
That lonely aching comes from every touch
Ive grown accustomed to the grays and blacks
Because theyre always coming back (coming back)
Sit down for supper, wont you dine with me
Or cant...
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life is good. it's hard, it's awkward, and it never goes your way. but that's life and in the end that's what it's like for everyone. the more i come to accept this the more i enjoy myself.
metta:
xo
xo
had a nice long blog written and as soon as i go to add it my internet cuts out.
so to summarize, i'm finally back to getting tattooed thanks to being fully employed and i love my job.
the end for now. i'm too frustrated to attempt to write another long one.
so to summarize, i'm finally back to getting tattooed thanks to being fully employed and i love my job.
the end for now. i'm too frustrated to attempt to write another long one.
ravioli:
bummers
my anxiety has been bothering me a bit these last few days. i'm hoping it's just due to stress from the phydical restraint training i've been in for my job. today is the last day, so hopefully i'll be doing better. i think i will be.
Generalized anxiety disorder (GAD) is an anxiety disorder that is characterized by excessive, uncontrollable and often irrational worry about...
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Generalized anxiety disorder (GAD) is an anxiety disorder that is characterized by excessive, uncontrollable and often irrational worry about...
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sometime i even surprise/confuse myself. the one thing i always wanted in life was to be happy with myself. i always figured the way to do that is to understand yourself. i no longer believe this is true. because lately, for the first time in my life i am truly happy with myself. and yet, at the same time i feel the furthest i've ever...
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i always think of tats as living art...a permanent memory and something creative really the only way u can go wrong is say something or commemorate something you later regret.
they are all stops along the way, i say embrace them for sure
life is an adventure, and everyday we will continue to see something different than the last. i spend a lot of my time feeling like i have it all figured out and then i have a day where i can't believe the things that happen to me, and i just feel blessed and smile.
all you can do in this life, day to day is try to be the best person u can. everything else just sort of falls into place as little blessings...don't you think?