The best quote I heard today (from some movie with Halle Berry): "Yeah...I used to be like him. Always seeing myself as others saw me...but now I see myself through me."
At first it didn't make much sense, but if you kind of reflect upon it on a personal basis, and what that statement means to you, it can tell you a lot about yourself if you're willing to open your mind enough...
Things have been difficult lately, but you know what?...that's life. Grant's gone, and that's not only depressing, but really hard for me to deal with, but you know what? I'm never going to be happy for myself if I rely on one's company all the time to satisfy me. When you learn to do things alone, (and not just to say you did it alone, but actually be OK doing something alone without anyone else) your sense of reliability doesn't always sway towards everyone when "shit hits the fan", and you feel more whole. (at least in my opinion)
I'm such a strong person...and yeah, there are times when I'm going to cry - A LOT. Hell, there will be times when I'll go crawl into my mother's bed and sleep with her because I'll be feeling insecure, lonley and scared....
.......
but....
overall, things are going to be OK...because I have me. And I love me. A LOT. I've come so far, and I would not be here today if it wasn't for me not giving up on myself.
(and others of course)
So, I think I'm starting to feel more motivated....which means I won't be online very much. It's an addiction...but it's getting in the way of what I should be doing. I'll be around...but in the meantime, I think I'm going to go jumpstart my life. Whoever wants to go along for the ride, just ask...and please be patient.
Goodnight.
At first it didn't make much sense, but if you kind of reflect upon it on a personal basis, and what that statement means to you, it can tell you a lot about yourself if you're willing to open your mind enough...
Things have been difficult lately, but you know what?...that's life. Grant's gone, and that's not only depressing, but really hard for me to deal with, but you know what? I'm never going to be happy for myself if I rely on one's company all the time to satisfy me. When you learn to do things alone, (and not just to say you did it alone, but actually be OK doing something alone without anyone else) your sense of reliability doesn't always sway towards everyone when "shit hits the fan", and you feel more whole. (at least in my opinion)
I'm such a strong person...and yeah, there are times when I'm going to cry - A LOT. Hell, there will be times when I'll go crawl into my mother's bed and sleep with her because I'll be feeling insecure, lonley and scared....
.......
but....
overall, things are going to be OK...because I have me. And I love me. A LOT. I've come so far, and I would not be here today if it wasn't for me not giving up on myself.
(and others of course)
So, I think I'm starting to feel more motivated....which means I won't be online very much. It's an addiction...but it's getting in the way of what I should be doing. I'll be around...but in the meantime, I think I'm going to go jumpstart my life. Whoever wants to go along for the ride, just ask...and please be patient.
Goodnight.
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geike:
Are you moving??
nightmares:
Good luck in life love!!!! 