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Wish I was too dead to cry.
My self-affliction fades.
Stones to throw at my creater.
Masochist to which I cater.

You don't need to bother.
I don't need to be.
I'll keep on slipping father.
But once I hold on,
I won't let go til it bleeds...

Wish I was to dead to care,
If indeed I cared at all.
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esther:
we should like... uhm.. exchange numbahs so i can callz you totally wazted on my two-one to wizsh you the happiezt and bezt ever two-oh.

smile smile smile
kiss kiss kiss
bok miao!! EL SUICIDO LOCO
love love love
ms:
Sunday kiss
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Song of choice for work tomorrow:

Bloodhound Gang - "Yummy, Down On This"
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clarkekid:
Oh Hell Yeah! biggrin
carryavengeance:
HAHA! BHG is fucking grrreat! Jimmy Pop has to be one of the awesomest people alive tongue
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OH MY GOD!!!!!

For 2 months now, I have been fighting the urge to go back to black hair, like a heroine addiction.

I LOVE MY NATURAL COLOR...WHY DO I WANT TO GO BACK TO BLACK AGAIN!?!?!?!?!

GRRRRRRRRRR........................... mad
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the_letter_g:
Because black is the hotness. But your hair looks killer now, too. I think we all win either way.
greatalphawolf:
DO IT!!!!!!!!!
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thedarkness:
Oh, I get it, trying to be incognito. tongue
ms_n_thrope:
who knows, last time i had to go to a concert by myself cuz my friends were lame, i ended up meeting this reall cool couple and eating with them afterwards. i guess just try and make the mostest of it all.
p.s. penguins can't fly.
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amory:
You always have had a way with words.. sometimes when you write it makes me want to cry. You know I love you as well, and whatever the future will bring know that I always have, no matter how much I hated you, or was angry with you, it all came from love. It's like what we were talking about on Jennifer's porch..... the opposite of love being apathy. Hate being so emotional because it comes from love.

I wish you the best, you are doing great things and making great progress. Continue to do so. ♥
derivation:
Looks great, though.

"and the real me doesn't"
Should it?

surreal
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thedarkness:
There is this church here is Casa Grande that has some really good saying, ones that make you go hmmm?
Nice haircut.
corroded_heart:
whatever one you think is best, they are all good biggrin
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All I want for Christmas:

__Guitar (check)
__To meet my biological father before he dies (soon)
__To talk with Erik again.. (indefinate uncheck)

frown

I'm a sad, sad, panda this christmas.
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carryavengeance:
i'm sorry babe, but i'll know things will turn for the better for you...dont they always? things will happen because who can resist giving you what you want? tongue
eurisko:
i hope things get better and you get everything else you want.
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jmand2:
Yeah, both shows rocked.. \m/ ! ! ! Along with the Faint were Beep Beep, and TV on the Radio - also very rad.
shafter_wasco:
nice shirt, but i'll starve. frown
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blah.

[end of story]

ARRR!!!
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jadedcoca:
same feelings
godsmoker:
My thoughts exactly...

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! I will probably be staying away from SG for a while. I need a break. Take care of yourself and good luck with the boy! smile
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I make $300 - correction: $400 dollars tomorrow. Oooh how exciting! ♥

P.S. I have officially put shame to my irish heritage. Apparently it has been a while since I've drank, because my tolerance has completely fallen out of my ass and into a toilet. I've had a half glass of wine (after having sushi 3 hours ago) and I'm buzzed. how pathetic. I...
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oldmanwithers:
FEAR the OldManWithers return! better become a SG soon, or I'll become a sad sad panda.
esther:
shit, it's already packaged and tied with a bow to get BROUGHT! kiss

i'm stokd to know you'll be at the SGAZ Christ-Mass party. I will probably get loaded and sing songs about Jesus.. which usually happens anyway.. blush
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I woke up sad today, and I don't know why....

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shafter_wasco:
Well you know what cheers me up? quoting family guy.

Peter: "Oh my god, Brian, there's a message in my Alphabits. It says, 'Oooooo.'"
Brian: "Peter, those are Cheerios."

No?

how 'bout this?:

Oh, those Golden Grahams.
Oh, those Golden Grahams.
Crispy, crunchy, graham cereal,
brand new breakfast treat...


well, watch some saved by the bell or something. Feel better.
clarkekid:
Aww, don't be sad. You have new hot hair. biggrin

*hugs*
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nick667:
i must say, the most gorgeous girl on this site, sg or not wink
clarkekid:
The hair is awsome. Now I'm torn... not sure what I like better... how it is now or when it was black... I think my head is going to explode trying to make a decision.

Liked the winter coat to, but you didn't have to take your top off to show it off... not that I minded. wink