the_matt79

Prague was a-w-e-s-o-m-e, but you already know that so I won't start again. I've been somewhat lacking internet though, so I haven't been able to get replies out besides fresh from the clubs at four in the morning... Hope you've been well though. I know how you feel about the Future Issue, I've been beating myself up about those choices myself for the past five weeks. What finally made the scale tip was to imagine how I would feel about one thing if I ended up picking the other. When I realized that I would regret not going to Stockholm I knew I had to give up my spot in the army. I will miss that too, but I also know that it is not what I want to do.
Perhaps there are similar situations you could consider too. What would you regret not having done twenty years from now?

Or you could just toss a coin, as somebody else suggested to me.

I grew up in a small town that sounds like Glendive. I firmly believe that if you are not of the 'small town' mentality, those places will suck you dry. You already seem to know that it really isn't your bag and that you want bigger and better things for yourself, you're just stuck in place and unfortunately it sounds like that is beyond your control at the moment.

Don't worry, it does get better, especially when you are driven. And staying at a job for that long when it doesn't make you happy or fulfilled means you ARE driven to do what is best for your current interests. But you are definitely right, this is not the economy to be quitting your steady job in. Still, be proud of yourself for staying with it. It will look great on your resume when you apply to your next awesome job

it's a great movie.. I love it!!!!!

and I remember that guy I never played in the play ground thinging not sure why I just didn't

thank you .... I agree