the_matt79

Whoops!

So there was this girl...

...she had been busy and I hadn't heard from her really...

...other than a few tweets back and forth...

...I saw that she told a friend that she was free the week she was going to be here...

...I jumped to a conclusion...

...I thought this meant she wasn't coming...

...I got my feelings hurt...

...I brought it up to her...

...I was told she didn't think of that when she made those plans...

...I felt forgotten...

...She didn't respond for a couple hours...

...In the mean time I turned to twitter for support and commiseration...

...Some things said were a little mean, but were from those that cared...

...After a while I tried reining it in and moving away...

...When she did respond she was mad and she was hurt...

...One thing that stood out in her defense was that I didn't know what was going on with her...

...It stood out because I didn't know, because I hadn't talked to her...

...I pointed that out, but still tried to figure things out and apologize...

..I know it wasn't all on my, but I know it was mostly on me...

..She will still be my friend, but there won't be more...

...Maybe that is how it is supposed to be...

...There were an awful lot of mis-steps on both our sides...

...Starting something from far away brings difficulties with it...

...I have a sad, but the door is not completely closed...

...My trip will still be amazing...

...I just don't have a date now...

...These things happen.