There's a girl...
...she confuses me in the best possible way...
...she might not make it to the wedding with me due to money issues...
...she is focusing on her new job...
...I support her in this...
...it is hard too because it means I am not first priority...
...I can't blame her though...
...new opportunity for her means stability she sought...
...I keep a smile on my face because she deserves it...
...it gets tarnished from time to time but it remains...
...after this weekend she won't be as busy...
...don't know if that will put us back where we were or not...
...she is stressed with the new job and her assistant gig running her ragged...
...not much I can do from here which makes my heart go out to her...
...I keep looking for clarity and find it from time to time...
...love is hard...
...how I am reminded of that as if I once forgot, I will never know...
...I can do this...
...well wishes, good vibes, fingers crossed, anything of that nature is welcome...
...at this point there is nothing I can do outside the normal...
...I figured out today that there are things set in stone...
...there are things that we work toward...
...and there are things that we have to let happen...
...this is the latter, so I take wisdom from the Beatles...
...Let it Be!
...she confuses me in the best possible way...
...she might not make it to the wedding with me due to money issues...
...she is focusing on her new job...
...I support her in this...
...it is hard too because it means I am not first priority...
...I can't blame her though...
...new opportunity for her means stability she sought...
...I keep a smile on my face because she deserves it...
...it gets tarnished from time to time but it remains...
...after this weekend she won't be as busy...
...don't know if that will put us back where we were or not...
...she is stressed with the new job and her assistant gig running her ragged...
...not much I can do from here which makes my heart go out to her...
...I keep looking for clarity and find it from time to time...
...love is hard...
...how I am reminded of that as if I once forgot, I will never know...
...I can do this...
...well wishes, good vibes, fingers crossed, anything of that nature is welcome...
...at this point there is nothing I can do outside the normal...
...I figured out today that there are things set in stone...
...there are things that we work toward...
...and there are things that we have to let happen...
...this is the latter, so I take wisdom from the Beatles...
...Let it Be!
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mitska:
Hey cohort!! What is this that I hear of...no date to the wedding??? 
What happened?? Everything ok?? I guess I should start running now to make it to North Dakota. Thanks for the well wishes, gonna try to kick some ass during the marathon, I just hope it won't be too cold! 
Sending you positive vibes!! Be well my Brain! 
What happened?? Everything ok?? I guess I should start running now to make it to North Dakota. Thanks for the well wishes, gonna try to kick some ass during the marathon, I just hope it won't be too cold! Sending you positive vibes!! Be well my Brain!
mitska:
Ah, well, drunk commenting happens to all of us, no worries here! 
Sorry to hear about that, I guess your best bet is to try to let it ride out. I know that is easier said than done, but let it be. If she is not making the effort to come and spend time with you, then you know where she stands and that it wasn't meant to be. BUT, I do hope it DOES work out! Prosper on cohort!
Sorry to hear about that, I guess your best bet is to try to let it ride out. I know that is easier said than done, but let it be. If she is not making the effort to come and spend time with you, then you know where she stands and that it wasn't meant to be. BUT, I do hope it DOES work out! Prosper on cohort!