the_matt79

Well people, a year is coming to an end and a new one will begin in a few hours, and I am doing alright with that, probably really well actually. I like the idea of a new beginning, I know it won't seem like anything has progressed monumentally,but I know that a page being turned on my calendar will signify freshness, and a long as I think that, then it is to be. Just that easy.

I have to sit down and make a plan for my future like I promised my sis I would, but for now I am contemplating what I will wear tonight. The sweater vest I ordered arrived unexpectedly today and so I think that over a button down just might be in the mix. I have a mental picture of what that will look like and I want to try that out. The mental picture in my head also tells me that we have to get serious about or diet and exercise, and that to makes sense to me. The first go round with getting in shape involved me deciding to do so and not iffing, anding, or butting, and that is what I will do again. Tonight though we dine and thrive with alcohol involved and whatnot.

A new beginning for me is a re-dedication of sorts, I know what I want out of life, and I know what I am capable of and that takes a re-dedication to the cause that is Matt Sadorf. It's funny how I can sit and see what needs to be done and how to do it but I let myself go without doing it, and that is something to change, something to take better notice of in order to change, and dangnabbit I will.

The last few weeks have put a smile on my face and been good for my mentality and soul, if you will. I think I will let that snowball into the new year, that way by the end of 2011 there will be one big ass ball of snow bowling over anything negative that comes my direction and showing the world just what I am capable of.

Happy New Year everybody, may 2011 bring you joy, happiness, and all kinds of dream fulfillment!!