the_mad_monk

26 hours to be exact.

I got into this big fucked up discussion with this girl at work who is a little too sensitive. Basicly it amounted to me telling her that she doesn't really do anything and that we were told that she could do whatever she wants because she does data entry for the boss also and they don't want her to quit. She went all depressed on me and I spent the last 2 hrs of work feeling like shit. I said what I thought she needed to hear. I didn't want to deal with her drama.
And...men. Well I have been really attracted to a couple of guys both whom I thought I had pretty good conversations with. The one I really thought might go somewhere hasn't called in a week. He says he's busy. I feel like if you are really interested in me you would make the time to call. Hence, not really interested. Just trying to stay on good terms so he can fuck me the next time he's in town. The other...well I try not to care becuase he is only 22. I know that it would never work but I can't help but like him. A lot. Sometimes I just wonder what the hell is the point. Why bother? Either I am interested in them and they are not in me or the other way around. I am just so so so tired of feeling insignificant.

[Edited on May 22, 2005 2:09AM]