the_happy_pig

I'm sorry to let you guys go for so long.

I saw her tonight. Not that anyone woud know who sheis.

I lived my life for her, no one ever mattered but her. She was there.

I've spent a long ime trying to get rid of her. Tonight, when I tried my hardest, she was vhere. I've spent the last five years trying to forget, but she's there, showing me that I've failed. Showing me that everything I've strived for is a waste of my time.

Maybe it would be better for everyone if I failed, better that I never knew her.

I've tried to be friendly, I've tried to be me. But I get chased off being friendly.

I'm going to go and lick my wounds now. I hate people seeing me like this.

I'll see you when I'm stronger.