Friday May 27, 2005

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I just spent 3 hours walking the town with my step mom. She really is an amazing lady, despite all of the things going on. She's really gotten me excited about my life. We talked alot about what's been on my mind...Mostly about a move I want to make. She's behind me completely. She believes it could possibly be the best thing I could do right now. We talked about making it work, what I had to do to get there, and that it'd be alot of work.

We talked about life and what each of us wants out of it. We talked about my dad, what they're going through, and that they're working through it. She really is a fabulous lady and wants nothing but the best for me...I'm starting to run into people like that. People that have my needs and feelings in their minds.

I'm happy, oh god I'm happy. I have, well talk to...not have, a fabulous girl. I have a wonderful family, with its faults. And I have an entire life of exciting things ahead.

It's fun now...waking up every morning. It didn't used to be this way. I dreaded it actually...But now, I can't wait for the next day.

I'm growing up...as stupid as it sounds, I am. I think I want to study psychology, because of a conversation Kourt and I had, that continued into a conversation my step mom and I had.

"What happens when you have nothing to live for? What happens when there's no longer a point?" (Basically concerning the whole "Dying of a broken heart" phenomena, and the relationship between feelings and health, etc.)

I want to figure that out...Maybe it will do someone some good.

I feel passionate about life and the things in it. It's ridiculous, but it's amazing.

I owe it all to the people around me, and to myself. I love you guys.

Passengerme: we need to start a christian grind band
That HxC Guy: he he he, right on
That HxC Guy: Christian Gore Grind band
Passengerme: with songs like "I fucked Satan till his cancer ridden heart blew outta his chest!"
That HxC Guy: but with messages about bettering oneself through faith
Passengerme: hahaha
Passengerme: or "I let the Virgin Mary teach me about sex"
That HxC Guy: Angels use bigger Strap-Ons
Passengerme: Judas didn't hang himself he was impaled on a demonheaded dildo
That HxC Guy: Today the Red Sea, Tomorrow Your Mom's Legs
Passengerme: "Anton Levay was a closet christian"
Passengerme: "Fuck Jehovah's Witnesses! The word Jehovah never exsisted!"
That HxC Guy: If the Jews are right...you're all going to hell
Passengerme: "Father Mcfeeley is a bad man!"
That HxC Guy: Touched by an Angel...And pressing charges
Passengerme: "Sweet Jesus! You can see that man's communion!"
That HxC Guy: bwahaha
That HxC Guy: What happens in confession...Stays in confession
Passengerme: "Bless me Father for I have sinned...Don't worry my child just keep bobbing your head and relax your jaw."

VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
sluttygoodgirl:
This was a beautiful entry to read....very uplifting.....well, most of it, the rest was just hilarious tongue
kmfcm:
hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, that was excellent.

Glad to hear things are going well with you, also.

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