They have never caught me and they never will. They have never seen me, for I am invisible, even as the ether that surrounds your earth. I am not a human being, but a spirit and a fell demon from the hottest hell. I am what you Orleanians and your foolish police call the Axeman.
Okay...So Mallory isn't coming after all. I'm working all weekend and wouldn't be able to see her, and she doesn't wanna come just to meet her roommates parents or whatever she was originally doing. Oh well...Not a thing I can do.
So...I think I'm starting to realize that with Valentines day coming up, this will be the first time in over 4 years that I haven't had a girl at this time. And to be honest...It's not a big deal to me. I mean sure...it'd be nice to share some sentiment with someone, but to be honest...I don't want anyone in my life right now. I've become rather secluded, and as cold as it sounds, I rather enjoy being semi-hermetic. I just don't want to sacrifice my time for anyone else...Not that I really have much time at the moment for myself anyway.
I've also learned that I can't deal with the structure that women tend to bring with them. They plan out their days...Plan what they're going to wear the night before. They sort their underwear and have their clothes hanging by season and mood. (Yes I know...I'm exaggerating for fun) But honestly...I can't do it. As I told that beautiful woman tonight...If it weren't for the death and mayhem that would follow, I would opt for no structure at all. I'm too much a fan of randomness and improvisation to have any sort of structure.
Anyway, I should be getting to bed...Another constant working weekend is in order, the longest one yet...
I think that I am going to spend Valentines Day with a bottle of wine.
I might even treat myself to some good food...
No man this year.
For the first time in 6 years...
I'd kinda rather it be that way. I need to get my shit together.
Yeah I am just learning photoshop myself but those ones were straigt from my camera its from using the timer!