the_cheat

Today is no better.

I wish I had some outlet for this besides just writing it down. Right now...The depression is taking over. I don't feel the need to live, but at the same time I know I must.

Damned "hope" won't let me give up on myself.

p.s. Thank you for all your kind comments. They were very much appreciated, and they made me smile. I'm sorry if I offended anyone with the "wanting to throw stuff at them" comment...It wasn't my intention nor was it directed at you. I love you all, and I'm glad that you care enough to say something.

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All I ever needed was to eat popcorn with you,
Come on over,
Watch the late show,
Stay up talking until two

Today's the day you're leaving,
And tomorrow you'll be gone
You're in my heart and on my mind,
I will bring you along

Everything sucks when you're gone,
Everything sucks when you're gone

I dream of our reunion makes me crazy just to think,
How so very far away you are,
My hope begins to sink

Today's the day you're leaving,
And tomorrow you'll be gone
You're in my heart and on my mind,
I will bring you along

Everything sucks when you're gone,
Everything sucks when you're gone

It's not ok,
I've made dinner here for two,
And it's not ok,
I've got candles lit for you,
And It's not ok,
I've got you're favorite records out,
And it's not ok,
You should have let it be,
And ran after me

Today's the day you're leaving,
And tomorrow you'll be gone
You're in my heart and on my mind,
I will bring you along

Everything sucks when you're gone,
(I want you! I need you!)
Everything sucks when you're gone.
(I want you! I need you!)

Everything sucks when you're gone,
(I want you! I need you!)
Everything sucks when you're gone.

~T.C.