the_cheat

EDIT: This song seems to suit my mood for some reason.

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

She's everything you want
She's everything you need
She's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
She says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But she means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish she'd say

She's everything you want
She's everything you need
She's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
She says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But she means nothing to you
And you don't know why

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

She's everything you want
She's everything you need
She's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
She says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But she means nothing to you
And you don't know why

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know

(I changed the lyrics a little, so it sounded like a girl singing).

I had a nightmare last night that basically relived the whole finding out I was being cheated by my ex Brad the Asshole (yes that's his official title).

I have this horrible image stuck in my head of them fucking in his dorm room as I walked in on them...And they didn't even notice me at first.

He dumped me basically while he was still fucking her, but he wanted to talk about it later...*sigh*

What is it with people breaking up with people over the internet? Nobody seems to do it in person anymore.

I woke up crying from that...and you know, when you wake up sad it kinda messes up your whole day.

I also had a weird dream about SG...In my dream I got online and discovered that there were a crapload of "Testimonials" in my profile. I don't know what that was all about.

Oh, and I was thinking about not only getting my nipples pierced, but getting my tongue pierced as well...Any opinions? Thoughts? Advice?