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my account runs out today i think.

its been fun - who knows if i'll come back. much happier now than I was but i sure will miss the boobies!

xxx

so i'm now 23 and still feel like I'm just sobering up from the manic fortnight just gone

i have 333 friends on here and only 3 even bothered to wish me happy birthday. i guess i'm just a piece of meat

to cut a long story short - the new boy I mentioned last time is now offically the new bf.

Rick (the old...
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two days till i'm 23 - not sure how i feel about that. is that old? i dunno. i guess in the scheme of things it isn't but i feel like innocence is a concept so much in the distant past that i barely remember what it was like. is that a bad thing? sometimes i think it is. like when you meet someone new...
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sorry for my lack of updates - but there has been not much to report. the first two interviews I had went really badly. I don't know why i find it so hard to stay calm in these situations, but i just end up babbling, going bright red and saying the stupidest things...ah well. Needless to say neither of them offered me the job! haha...
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thanks for all the tips and advice folks..got a couple of interviews lined up next week (jobs where I stay clothed!)

but anyway - yay for me my friend janie is coming down from yorks tomorrow to stay the weekend and the bf is away so i get her all to myself...yum! it's been way too long since i saw her. she's kinda one of...
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met the guy about the job - he seemed pretty sleazy so now i'm not sure

don't think it's gonna happen now..at least not with him

but i still need a job!! agh! what's a girl to do?

staring unemployment down the barrel...not all bad...me and rick got offered a porno shoot by some guy he knows via his job

should pay pretty good and lets face it - every time we try and do a set for SG it ends up a porno shoot and we give in..

this guy probably pays better too..

and i don't have any tattoos..

dammit - i got laid off today

so by next month i have to either find a new job (that pays as good) or come up with some way of making the moolah that doesn't involve having a regular joe job

so what is everyone doing for Valentine's? I'm being taken for a meal...hopefully somewhere posh.

I thoroughly intend to get drunk and then when we get home....repay the favour

i need a good weekend, cos work REALLY sucks at the moment. Thanks to all you who left me nice comments..it means a lot to me