there are these blue eyes staring at me from the masthead of this site as i was trying to write just now.
i'm not sure which girl they belong to.
they feel mocking. like she knows about the past few days. like she watched two of my ex's show up for new year's. watched me play allison's friend. watched al recoil from even a kiss on the cheek. watched all those who i might even try to imagine being here, so otherwise occupied.
scream tonight with me
let loose such howls like hell could dream about
and you will be left disappointed
i am so very drunk
literally, of course, but the metaphor of
how i am drunk with this sadness is not lost on me
how could i not be that self serving?
pathetic, isn't it? if you post a reply, just laugh.
i'm not sure which girl they belong to.
they feel mocking. like she knows about the past few days. like she watched two of my ex's show up for new year's. watched me play allison's friend. watched al recoil from even a kiss on the cheek. watched all those who i might even try to imagine being here, so otherwise occupied.
scream tonight with me
let loose such howls like hell could dream about
and you will be left disappointed
i am so very drunk
literally, of course, but the metaphor of
how i am drunk with this sadness is not lost on me
how could i not be that self serving?
pathetic, isn't it? if you post a reply, just laugh.
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and thanks for the compliment. but you couldn't read my writing for hours cuz i don't think i've kept enough of it to last that long, but the sentiment is appreciated.
and howdy lousie thanks for leaving the message.
peace. reprazent.
and. i told you i'm not a robot *spits fire* damn. i really gotta get that fixed. *beep boop beep beep boop* yep. that too.
xoxoxoxoxoxo