started feelin lonely about 15 miutes ago.
don't know why really, probably just the alcohol, bu thtat's what gets me most times.
saw one of my greatest pals ever for the first time in three years tonight. it was sooo rad. dancin' andy popularity is the fucking bomb. also saw, for the first time, his baby boy. harrill is so damn handsome, little bugger. he couldn't get enough of playin with my labret and my best boy randy's septum. we were the only peeps w/ metal on our faces. we talked a lot about old times.
well, maybe we didn't talk a lot about old times, but we still acted toward eadh other the same as we used to. so it seemed like old times. it's crazy when your friends start having kids and you can't even get your life together enough to get a job that would facilitate your moving out of your parents house.
even worse, now that i think abou it, that an ex girlfriend (who i'm still in lov ewith, but dont tell anybody) has a kid.
my life feels like a strange and alien place too often.
i feel like i need a really big change real soon. i'm terrible with the little gradual things that happen. eitehr everything needs to always stay the same, or everything always needs to be totally different. somehow i know i will wind up turning into my father.
m,aybe i should just go to aa.
fuck this shit.
reprazent.
btw: sgny is good peeps. glad to have met a few (the few whose names i remmebred). yeah.
don't know why really, probably just the alcohol, bu thtat's what gets me most times.
saw one of my greatest pals ever for the first time in three years tonight. it was sooo rad. dancin' andy popularity is the fucking bomb. also saw, for the first time, his baby boy. harrill is so damn handsome, little bugger. he couldn't get enough of playin with my labret and my best boy randy's septum. we were the only peeps w/ metal on our faces. we talked a lot about old times.
well, maybe we didn't talk a lot about old times, but we still acted toward eadh other the same as we used to. so it seemed like old times. it's crazy when your friends start having kids and you can't even get your life together enough to get a job that would facilitate your moving out of your parents house.
even worse, now that i think abou it, that an ex girlfriend (who i'm still in lov ewith, but dont tell anybody) has a kid.
my life feels like a strange and alien place too often.
i feel like i need a really big change real soon. i'm terrible with the little gradual things that happen. eitehr everything needs to always stay the same, or everything always needs to be totally different. somehow i know i will wind up turning into my father.
m,aybe i should just go to aa.
fuck this shit.
reprazent.
btw: sgny is good peeps. glad to have met a few (the few whose names i remmebred). yeah.