I'm increasingly aware that I have more resilience than is good for me. I weather compulsions, conceptualizations, aspirations, and epiphanies constantly. Why can't I just reach a fucking breaking point for once? How can I stand my state of existence in the face of my potential?

I think the sad truth is that it comes down to distraction and procrastination. Aye, there's the rub. That, and responsibility is like a disease with me. "Hi, I'm Mike, and I'm a responsibilitic."

"Hi Mike."

Actually, I'm truly a fan of responsibility, but holy sheit my concepts of what is important to feel responsible for are askew sometimes.

NOTICE OF INTENT TO CHANGE BEHAVIOR.


(except for the partying with SGSF, that's a legitimate responsibility )