awareness is a vacuum, an enormous space which pulls you into it's emptiness and tries to stretch you to it's expanses. i am too aware, but will never be aware enough.
awareness is simultaneously the reason I exist, the definition of my existence, and the largest encumbrance on my existence.
awareness breeds both compassion and ambivalence within me. compassion because I know and empathize and care. ambivalence because I know my insignificance, and the insignificance of my actions.
no amount of pain, futility, or responsibility will ever conquer my desire for awareness... will ever conquer me. Integrity is the willingness to learn, the ability to accept, and the courage to act.
I wonder why my cat considers my foot 'prey'?
ow.
awareness is simultaneously the reason I exist, the definition of my existence, and the largest encumbrance on my existence.
awareness breeds both compassion and ambivalence within me. compassion because I know and empathize and care. ambivalence because I know my insignificance, and the insignificance of my actions.
no amount of pain, futility, or responsibility will ever conquer my desire for awareness... will ever conquer me. Integrity is the willingness to learn, the ability to accept, and the courage to act.
I wonder why my cat considers my foot 'prey'?
ow.
Speaking of thinking. I like the way you think. Tell me more.