1. What inspires you to love a person? Be as specific or general as you like.
I am not sure, their aura maybe? Let me tell you what is the central realization to years of interacting with the general public. People just want to be heard. They want to know that someone has listened and understood. Some people have a euphoric feeling for someone that is willing/able to just hear them out.
2. What inspires you to love an activity?
What do I get out of it. I currently enjoy being a jerk because in all honesty I am paid to be nice. I need the release of being snarky and a bit evil. I need to flex my darkness. I am all sunshine and rainbows for all but a few when I am on the clock. My wife does not need to be the dumping ground of my dark heart so I take any chance I have at being a jerk. Example? Blocking the aisle at the department store, taking the last slice of pizza, not telling anyone that I used the last paper towel, I could really go on, at this point it is an art. Never premeditated, always impulsive.
3. Of all of your loves, which one has lasted the longest? Can be for a place, person, thing, activity, the moon, whatever. Which one's the oldest ongoing, and why?
When I was eight my home life was turned on its ear. In that aftermath my sister and I bonded and she has been my best friend since. I never have to put up a front with her. There is not some role she needs me to play. Drama is not part of our relationship. She taught me unconditional love.
4. What makes you feel loved?
Being accepted 'as is'.
5. Do you have a favorite love poem? If so, what is it?
e. e. cumming's 'She being Brand new' Although, it is more about lust and desire in truth.
1. If you were to have a scholarship created in your honor, what qualities would you look for in applicants (leadership, service, GPA, etc.)?
At least 2 but no more than 6 after school type groups. A 'C' average achieved from high test scores and missing/incomplete homework.
2. Who would be eligible to apply for your scholarship (members of a certain major, ethnic group, sexuality, etc.)?
Anyone can apply. Though there will be an interview in their home. Nobody will be accepted that has not been taught how to work. If there is but a whiff of privilege a rejection letter will follow.
3. Would it be need-based or not? Why?
Need based. My personal definition of need that is.
4. What would you call it?
The Sleeping Dragon Scholarship
5. If you made applicants write an essay, what would the topic be?
Are you ever going to amount to anything?
I am not sure, their aura maybe? Let me tell you what is the central realization to years of interacting with the general public. People just want to be heard. They want to know that someone has listened and understood. Some people have a euphoric feeling for someone that is willing/able to just hear them out.
2. What inspires you to love an activity?
What do I get out of it. I currently enjoy being a jerk because in all honesty I am paid to be nice. I need the release of being snarky and a bit evil. I need to flex my darkness. I am all sunshine and rainbows for all but a few when I am on the clock. My wife does not need to be the dumping ground of my dark heart so I take any chance I have at being a jerk. Example? Blocking the aisle at the department store, taking the last slice of pizza, not telling anyone that I used the last paper towel, I could really go on, at this point it is an art. Never premeditated, always impulsive.
3. Of all of your loves, which one has lasted the longest? Can be for a place, person, thing, activity, the moon, whatever. Which one's the oldest ongoing, and why?
When I was eight my home life was turned on its ear. In that aftermath my sister and I bonded and she has been my best friend since. I never have to put up a front with her. There is not some role she needs me to play. Drama is not part of our relationship. She taught me unconditional love.
4. What makes you feel loved?
Being accepted 'as is'.
5. Do you have a favorite love poem? If so, what is it?
e. e. cumming's 'She being Brand new' Although, it is more about lust and desire in truth.
1. If you were to have a scholarship created in your honor, what qualities would you look for in applicants (leadership, service, GPA, etc.)?
At least 2 but no more than 6 after school type groups. A 'C' average achieved from high test scores and missing/incomplete homework.
2. Who would be eligible to apply for your scholarship (members of a certain major, ethnic group, sexuality, etc.)?
Anyone can apply. Though there will be an interview in their home. Nobody will be accepted that has not been taught how to work. If there is but a whiff of privilege a rejection letter will follow.
3. Would it be need-based or not? Why?
Need based. My personal definition of need that is.
4. What would you call it?
The Sleeping Dragon Scholarship
5. If you made applicants write an essay, what would the topic be?
Are you ever going to amount to anything?
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theredqueen:
Thanks 
I normally don't care if it's just some random jerk~ it just hurt coming from someone I loved. I think I'm feeling a bit better now ^_^
I normally don't care if it's just some random jerk~ it just hurt coming from someone I loved. I think I'm feeling a bit better now ^_^