Okay, I have been thinking about this throughout the day. Self love: I think that just as the relationship that EmJay and I have no one understands nobody really understands my love of self. Well, that being said, EmJay might. When I state the obvious and tell people that I am fat my older sister gets all on my case. She tells me that I need to love myself. I do. Because I love myself I tell myself the truth. I am a waybelly. I have mirrors. No secret. I am sorry for anyone that has gotten or been uncomfortable from my pointing this out. I will not bullshit myself. I love and respect myself too much to lie or avoid that which is clear. EmJay gets embarrassed by my declarations of weight sometimes. Truth can't hurt me. Our culture teaches us to look the other way, to avoid what might be unpleasant. To hell with that. You are not allowed to point out what is true out of politeness. I will do it for you. I won't always be this size. That is a promise to myself.
dino:
Ahem. Good luck with that.